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Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ; 10:48 PM

school. is. depressing.

for a moment today when i saw a group of people in my class mugging and doing tutorials during break (when there isn't even any specific major tests coming up!), i felt like quitting school. i felt so shitty and stressed up, and i felt so mad at myself for being so lazy and not even touching my work like them. the work, the timetable, the tasks. argh. then i thought, omg i should've just not gone to jc in the first place. then again, if i've endured through this shit over a year, i might as well go through to the end. damn. moreover, jc's a stepping stone to the university.. i just hate the journey through it.

anyway, on a lighter note, i got my eyelet cutting shoes from isetan! sort of looks like the one from Miss selfridge which was almost twice the price. hah. usual shopping with chrissy, plus we bumped into kimchew! and she joined us. she's chris's childhood friend too. :)

kay, 'nuff said. shall try to do up math or chem tutorials now or something. funny how i dislike doing my tutorials in class and following through it during lessons. i'd rather complete em all at once at home instead la.

note to self: stay positive.. STAY POSITIVE!

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