_____________________exams over!
Friday, June 30, 2006 ; 10:30 AM
wednesday after last exam, geog, went shopping with rachell and ryan. the rest of the class went off earlier right after NE paper and watched Silent Hill, which i heard was crap. haha. then after their show we all met up and went for dinner. people namely toi arthur nicholas ryan henry and lester. themis went off after hearing we were gonna eat at sakae, in which we did not in the end. lol. after dinner some went home, but arthur henry ryan toi and me went over to monstercue to play pool. crap man but pool is quite fun. haven't played for ages.
yesterday went out with songyao and petrina in the afternoon. haowen pangsehed us for her friend and didn't even meet us. boo. james and bunz were somewhere else. kiat had paper on friday so couldn't come. haha songyao wanted to play dota, and we didn't really want to, so we went to marina square and shopped for awhile. we got songyao to try on some topman long-sleeved collar shirt. damn nice la! he should buy it! we merely went into about 3 clothes store and poor songyao looked so freaking bored and dead, so we just went to play dota with him. me and pet played against him and i think we were soon losing badly. haha two noobs against a pro. then weiliang came and he came to play and owned la.
then went to play pool, and me and pet went to walk around for awhile. then songyao went off at the evening to meet other ppl. so pet weiliang and i went to suntec's fish & co! i don't like that outlet though.. the place just seem so hot and toilet-ish. haha. but damn cool la, pet just got to know him and i just got to hold a proper conversation with him the 1st time in my entire life despite talking to him alot since sec1 or sec2, but we still could talk quite much. after dinner we walked and delayed big time thinking of where to stone so we went to starbucks to slack and talk rubbish. weiliang is nice! not like other sji badminton ego-obsessed people like ... ahah. oh yes, lester was so nice, so called me to ask if i'd want the choc covered marshmallow cos he was at candy empire! and he even walked over to suntec's fish & co to pass it to me. teehee.
oh yes. i complained to Apple about my iPod dysfunctioning, and they're gonna gimme a new replacement today! the thing is after i hung up their call yday, my ipod starting working alright. so i was being psychotic this morning to attempt to screw it up. hoho. class outing this afternoon. till then,
A falling star ; Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain.
The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening, I give the final blow.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________@ burgerking bugis.
Saturday, June 24, 2006 ; 11:57 PM
fellow nancies and fellow crapmates. classmates from sec 1 even to jc. amazing how we survived through so many academic streamings and rearrangements of classes yet still end up together, somehow. we miss ms nics around class.
you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________dead for the MYEs.
; 12:42 PM
hmmm i think i've lost my motivation to study.
i don't know why i'm still shopping online and watching tv. i feel a sense of urgency in my studies but i just can't bring myself to start today. :(
my life seems to just revolve around shopping and studies. what lacklustre. i wish there was more to worry about, more to be happy about, more to look forward to. i'm going to take a nap for now. zzz.
mum's birthdayy.. together with ROYCE chocolates and a wallet. (:xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________have you ever? quiz
Wednesday, June 21, 2006 ; 9:24 PM
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) stolen
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a coworker
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your blogging friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from the blogosphere
( ) been hxc dancing at a show
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a wholepint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/coloredpencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for something with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire
( ) crashed a party
( ) gone roller-skating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
( ) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
( ) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are too scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong ditch
( ) played chicken [in the pool]
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been asked for contact number by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house
( ) ridden a horse bareback
( ) eaten a lobster you caught yourself
( ) killed another human being
haha BORED. hmm. i hate disappointments.
buffet dinner was crazily filling tonight. i'm so full and round i might roll now.. and i've no idea why i'm doing this quiz now when CHEM ALEVEL SPA is THIS FRIDAY.!! i've let myself down. sigh. and oh yeah, i feel real bad for mr lester low. :( ok anyway. tata.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________SMU study session!
Monday, June 19, 2006 ; 10:05 PM
1. Haowen can never stay quiet and study for more than half a minute.
2. My dota hero is called Lina Inverse!
3. Songyao has a very, weird laughter that sounds like a breathless high-pitched horse.
4. Yenkiat is blurrer than i thought he is, and stones alot.
us! yes we looked like muggers with our tables messed up with books, but heck no. crapping all the way la. damn funny and entertaining seeing haowen and songyao arguing. ahha pet should've been there.
I LOVE THE BADMINTON PPL! <3 including others not in photo :B
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________fathers' day.
Sunday, June 18, 2006 ; 8:58 PM
afternoon i went down to heartland mall to get stuffs for dad.. sis had work attachments so she couldn't help. went to ps and back to heartland again. bumped into bailyn!
okay overall nothing much happened today. didn't go out for dinner cus mom had stomachache in the evening. ha. and while i'm blogging now, my dad's downstairs watching tv and hasn't seen his gifts. got him a whole piece honey baked chicken that we consumed for dinner too. he wanted a new badminton shorts all along so i thought i could get him one. i hope it isn't too tight! i still remembered how my sis bought underwear for dad's birthday a few years back! HILARIOUS. it was too tight for him. tsktsk.so i'll hit the pavement its gotta be better than waiting
and pushing you far away cause i'm scared
so i'll take my chances and head on my way up there
cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________i'm not in love.
Saturday, June 17, 2006 ; 9:34 PM
And just because I call you up, Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...
I like to see you, but then again, that doesn't mean you mean that much to me.
So if I call you, don't make a fuzz; Don't tell your friends about the two of us.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...
I keep your picture upon the wall, it hides a nasty stain that's lying there.
So don't you ask me to give it back. I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...
Ooh, you'll wait a long time for me. Ooh, you'll wait a long time.
I'm not in love, I hope I'm not in love... ...
New nike shoulder bag! (: Something new i suppose? kind of like a sling bag. Nothing really like my NewUrbanMale, Abercombie&Fitch or Nike tote bag i usually bring to school. whee. okay there's nothing to blog about now. zzz parents are back from genting.. this is a boring night. tata.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________you hollow out my hungry eyes.
Friday, June 16, 2006 ; 8:48 PM
this is funny. it makes sense yet it's stupid! haha.okay so last night pet last minute decided we should all go for the SJI friendlies so yeah woke up early to go there.. SJI looks like the much bigger version of old tiny cjc. so stupid lah i played singles against this small boy and lost so badly. ahaha i suck. i warned alex bout my inexperience in singles anyway but he just made me do it. lmao.
after friendlies, went to wheelock nydc to eat together with marie nadya and pet.. didn't eat much! then marie and nadya went off, while pet and i walked around.. ended up reserving a black nike bag which looks ordinary yet nice. hmmm still considering though.. after awhile we went home. too tired to move already! haa. saw haowen kiat and her 2 friends in the bus home. stupid haowen is a major pangseher la. nevermindd.. i love pet and pet loves me. i love haowen but haowen hates me. :( she only loves kiat. nevermindd..
okay MI gang studying at bishan macs but apparently i slept and my phone was switched off cos the batt was flat! sheesshh missed another studying session. but i'm much more awake now.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________nevermind the pain.
; 12:00 AM
after geog rachell and i shopped around town for awhile before heading to ps for the supposed class outing. lester got quite pissed off cos of the people who decided not to go for the outing only at the last minute so he just cancelled it. but he was with fernie so we both just met them. rachell went off after awhile and we had lunch before heading to bugis! shop shop shop! i reserved a couple of tops. shucks i'm super spendthrift. rah.
fern and me at bugis junction. i swear we were bold enough to take snaps infront of the big crowds. :p
after bugis, met up with the MI gang, namely toi sham kenghee lowyon and glenn! yepyeps. studied for a while before getting chased out by yoshinoya's auntie. hmm. then the guys went to eat and all headed home.
i'm really tired now. didn't sleep that much last night. sigh. oh yes billy and i watched Cars at j8 then he came to stayover to study last night. yes shan't go into details cos he's an ass. even harder to wake up than me. pig man. ha. okay. and tomorrow there's supposed to be some kind of friendly match with SJI but me and pet are still deciding on whether to go or not... haha we suck la we can't make up our mind despite discussing it for an hour!
something else i got to know bout myself today. i'm super weird cos reverse psychology definitely works for me? sucks right. always wanting things that i can't have.. and not wanting the things that are easier to get. it's so dumb but i can't help myself from feeling this way. this TERRI understands best! ;) sorry everyone for moodswinging these few days. only happens when i'm tired or stressed over an issue, sometimes happens even without a reason. but nevermind i can get over it. tonight something spoilt my mood and lowered my confidence level, but i think i'm thinking a little too much..
once again, here saying i love my friends. i think they make me happy the most and sometimes i take advantage of the fact that i have great friends. i always feel so much warmth around them, and nothing can replace that feeling. and even around our crushes, they bring you the greatest state of high, in fact sometimes you may even feel happier with them than around your friends, but how long can this happiness and feeling last? how constant will they be in making you feel loved? well, been there, done that. what for be so disturbed and affected by someone you like whom have made you real happy once, but hurt you real bad twice?
alright. ah well. easier said than done?
okay i'm talking too much! gonna see what's on tv now. ciaos.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________nic's bday!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 ; 10:30 PM
monday met up with toi sham and becky to do up nic's bday card! yep yep. in the later evening, went over to parkway parade to meet ryan to study. sure man, study! i turned up almost an hour late. sigh! i ought to correct this flaw of mine! lack of punctuality! tsktsk. ended up talking and introing songs. would've been more productive if it had been longer.
tuesdayy. nickee's surprise birthday partyy!
the rest did a model of her old house which held loads of memories, which was super sweet i must really say.. nelson and nic came down from their class chalet and nic was blindfolded from in the taxi all the way to her house.
below, nelson trying to get the blindfolded-nic to the bbq area. hehs.
then we started off with bbq. kind of like potluck cus we got different kinds of food. yum! and then went to karaoke room. they ended up dancing and being retarded, and at that same time i kind of got emotional and some mood swing. stupid me. haha. but overall it was fun! kind of like chalet once again, just that this time it's a one-day thing. (:
below, all of us! (: but without beryl ):
below, me nat becky toi squashed on nic's bed.
alrighty that's about it.. till then.. ciao!
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say, and watching you walk away
And never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go but I'm doing It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________etched with marks but i can deal.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 ; 12:22 PM
NIKE MERGE WATCH! Transit! so niceeeee. i've fallen in love with the designs la. but it's daylight robbery, Transit is selling at $259! but it's sooo cool i might get it!
anyways, lemme recall what i did since saturday. Sunday, out with dad to suntec convention centre cos he wanted to go to the world book fair.. i bought 2 books and there was the factory outlet sales too! i bought an abercombie and fitch bag and 2 tops! then we had lunch and met toi to study! quite a rare activity we do together cus we usually end up talking and crapping la. haha. went to carl's junior at marina sq and we actually studied quite a bit. heh. then by evening we decided to go play dota, which is, like my first time ever playing. sheesh, influenced by the badminton guys and mi guys already. i was totally clueless on how the game works i think i had questions to ask every few seconds. even myself got irritated. haha we both played against the comp at 'beginner' mode somemore! okay i'm a noob la i got pawned by the comp quite a few times, but we still won em in an hour. it's quite fun when you play an hour or two, but i still can't understand how some guys can play dota for 4/ 5 or maybe even 6 hours without getting bored.
monday, supposed to have a mini class outing at noon to The Cathay to watch She's The Man. but i didn't have alot of money and didn't wanna spend it on a movie, so kinda rotted at home till 2pm when billy and i decided to study! yeah yeah, study again. haven't met him since the march hols! i suggested woodlands library but he thought yishun would be nearer, so we went to northpoint's starbucks. he had lunch first then we studied for a mere one hour or so. not that productive but i did learn something! we got restless and bored of the wooden chairs so we went over to Popular to check out books, then checked out the dyes at Watsons cus he wanted browner hair.. so we shared a Revlon Dark Auburn dye! then we went to the cinema cus he felt like watching a movie. there weren't any good movies but we settled on Over The Hedge since he wanted to watch something. and yeah i only gave in cus he owed me some bucks last time and so he paid for my movie. haha. the movie's quite cute, quite similar to Madagascar. i like hammy! and he does not look like me please. chrissy fernie sara tasha and toi says so. omggg.
was already bout 9++pm after the movie, but he was enthu bout dying our hair cus he couldn't wait till thurs morning to do so. we kept thinking of possible places that we could do so at that time. together not my house, not his, we even considered our neighbours' house or friends' house. then i thought of my club! yes yes. The Pines. so we headed over and dyed our hair there. hilarious. but i think it's damn cool. got towels supposedly used for swimming to cover ourselves from the dye, if the management ever finds out we were dying our hair with their towels, i wonder what might happen. hoho. slacked at the pool side tables for 45 mins before washing off. too afraid to not have any colour results after that, we intended to use up the whole bottle. ha. okay we ended up with a slight reddish tone of hair, there's a change but it isn't very obvious until we go under the light. yep! the last time i dyed, the colour wasn't even obvious even under light, but it started showing and getting lighter after 2 months. so, if we dyed and already see visible results, the worse is yet to come. (:
ahh. no pictures. ): mom's in china with my camera. ecks.
yesterday, studied at the airport with ryan. we were supposed to chiong from 8.30am. something told me he overslept so at 8, i called him and as expected, he just woke up! we dragged and all, until we met at 10am. ha. studied at T2 macs from about 10.30am to 7pm! not too bad actually, we didn't even take walking breaks besides the times we went toilet or eat our macs lunch. but still cannot compare to me and sham during the Olevels period. I loved the times la. feeling the pressure of doing well and all, so challenging. hoho. after that i went down to meet toi at bugis. we shopped and i reserved 2 tops! nicee <33
okay i think i sound like an auntie. anyways i think i'm gonna head for the gym then shopping with my sis! must value GSS as it comes. lmao. till then.
Yesterday was hell,
But today I'm fine without you, run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be, that face is tearing holes in me
But today I'm fine without you, run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through, I'm holding on by letting go of you.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________badminton outing!
Saturday, June 03, 2006 ; 12:17 PM
after the movie we met haowen at the basement footcourt and she was with her friend. talked abit then she and her friend went off, and songyao went off later too. so the 4 of us left, namely ryan james pet and me went to The Cathay's starbucks to study. quite a noisy place but managed to study abit anyhow. studied for about 2 hrs till 10pm when music started getting louder and i could hear 10 million conversations being heard at once in my head, plus the blending sound of the coffeebeans. haha. we left and headed home.
me pet james ryan outside The Cathay.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________CHALET!
Friday, June 02, 2006 ; 11:36 AM
left: us! before heading to vaunt.
Reached at like 8 plus.. the queue was hell longggg!! i met pokiat and clarence to get mine and nic's friends tickets. thankfully we did cus they helped us to get in instantly. haha, simply, by cutting the queue right at the front? but owells. if not for them we would've been stuck outside forever?! hah all thanks to them man. got in, and it wasn't very crowded yet, and the party had not really started. so we went over to liang court macs to eat.. went back at bout 10pm when there was this stupid show going on.. kelly poon was invited to sing, kumar was like cracking lame racist jokes bout his own race and there was a modelling/ designing competition. there were so many ppl pushing and squeezing frankly it wasn't very enjoyable. at 11.30pm finally music was played. but still not a very good event that day. too many ppl we couldn't even dance properly. urgh.
left: nehnehs sisters forevaaaa~~~~ lol.
Second day, we all woke up at like 1pm.. went to tampines mall to watch X Men 3.. the show's nice! but xavier and scott and jean gray died! :( so stupid, the 3 main XMen characters died. but fernie said we missed the last part after the credits. they said xavier didn't die! hoho. so yeah, expect another X Men 4 coming up.
after movie we went back to downtown east for dinner. we were supposed to go to Escape cus we had 8 complimentary tickets cus of our chalet.. but the stupid theme park was closed, so we just went for dinner, watched teevee (surprisingly enjoyable watching with the clique, expecially Incredible Tales! haha), then we played Kings and I Never. Freaking fun! lots of laughter.. had to do stupid stuffs but i thought my dares were cool. =/ We got drinks and i got kind of high. me, qi and nat had bloated tomato red faces and we all got high. so did sheila and toi. the rest were sober. at about 2am we called it a day and got to our beds. toi and i started having a quarrel and me going "go back to your fat spot lah!" haha HILARIOUS. we broke out laughing at how lame the quarrel was and all. but then she broke down after that, not cos of me of course! sigh.. all the things alcohol can do to you. trigger your emotions..
the next day, and the last day, we woke up for breakfast then went to Escape! teehee the last time i went there was when in sec 1, 4 years ago with toi and sham! we first headed to the flume ride. we sat twice. although i'm a scaddy cat, i love the thrill of being scared and the uncontrolled velocity. muahhaaaha. then to all the rest.. we sat all the rides but sheila ninny nic and i didn't sit pepsi. but it was fun lah! we got SUPER WET from the flume ride and the water-squirting ride. then it started to rain and we stayed in burger king til rain subsided. then we all went home..
Sigh! wonderful 3 days ended so quickly... :((((( didn't take much photos though. cam was on low batt before i even snapped a few decent photos.
we 3 didn't have the mood to study so we ended up doing stupid stuffs like playing Shoot, Shag, Marry thought by haowen, and competing on who can write the fastest with two hands writing two different words. ha ha. ryan came then we made him play Shoot, Shag, Marry too. then played I Never and Mini Kings where we used EZ link cards instead of poker cards and the EZ link card with Fat Ryan was the king. so funny. i thought of cool dares for the kings in hopes to watch a good show but ended up getting myself in it! ugh! ha. all the dares were namely licking fingers, licking ears, kissing cheek, sitting on lap and hugging. ahah! nothing overboard since there were guys and girls and we were in public. and instead of drinking alcohol as the punishment in I Never, the punishment was to donate 10 cents each time. Lester's mounted up to $2, while mine and fernie's was $2.50, and ryan was jacked, haha $3.. we're gonna use the total $10 to buy something for ourselves. cool huh. after that it was already 10 plus, so we all went home.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y