_____________________tiring day!
Sunday, April 30, 2006 ; 9:57 AM
Had a clique gathering over at Nic's place, was the last time we'd all be there cuz she was moving house. I left house a little too late and the bus 136 refused to come. Decided to walk over to the other bus stop situated two bus stops away so that I could choose to take bus 317 or 136. When I was about to reach the bus stop, I just saw the 317 zooming pass me! Damn. So nevermind lah, I decided to WALK to nic's house instead (5 bus stops from my initial 136 bus stop!). I thought, maybe it'd be faster, and I could lose some weight. Hohums. Next, a 136 zoomed pass! Rahh! The weather was scorching hot, for your info. By the time I reached nic's house, which was still a distance from the 5th bus stop, I was already perspiring like a mad cow. Ha ha. Great way to start a day ain't it?
But after awhile I cooled down in the air-con room and my gosh it's been eons since the whole clique met! Weee. But thankfully no one has changed and everything's like how it used to be in sjc. Then we had steamboat! Sadly, I had dumbass tuition at 3.30pm! And I only had half an hour to eat and spend with the clique. :( So okay we took group pics and I zoomed off.
Next bad thing that happened was that I reached the tuition centre only at like, 4.10pm.. It was so late already and I surely missed out of stuffs. So the reception lady suggested that I go for the SUNDAY CLASS instead cos my teacher dislikes it when students are late.. So, one tiring wasted trip! After so much hassle and haste rushing there changing 3 buses. If I knew I would skip tuition, I would've stayed at nic's house longer! GRRRR!
At the same point of time, I got a msg from Haowen that the badminton people are studying at redhill, to rush there quick. Was still comtemplating on whether to go or not, but I took a bus down to bishan mrt to decide there anyways. Then, only to receive another msg saying it was kind of cancelled cos the guys didn't want us to come all the way down only to study for less than 2 hours. Haha, they've a point there though.
So I was stuck at Bishan thinking, now what? By then it was about 4.30pm, and was supposed to meet Jaslyn at 5.30pm. So I gave her a call and told her to try to meet me earlier.. At that time she was trimming her dog's hair, and asked me to wait for 30mins or at most 45 mins. To me I thought waiting alone for 30 mins was bad enough, not to mention 45 mins? But amazingly, I survived waiting for her for a full 1 hour! She came only at 5.30pm sharp. That's definitely a feat for me cos I really hate waiting alone.
That sums up my bad day today. How much wasted trips I made and time I wasted. Booo. After meeting jaslyn, we went over to 7pm mass at novena church, then walked around town. I got my sequined star black belt at Fourskin already! <333 Yay. Then we went to Coffeebean to talk and chill. My feet was hurting like hell from all the running and rushing during the day. Especially with my sandals which had no cushioning. Sigh! Jaslyn had cheesecake, I had rasberry cheesecake, and we shared a mushroom quiche!
That was my whole day. Hmmm. I need to study out soon!
Cause you're gone, I get nothing
and you're off with barely a sigh.
I never said Good-bye.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________never too far.
Friday, April 28, 2006 ; 11:03 PM
This experience too painful to talk about ;
So I'll hold it in till my heart can mend ;
And be brave enough to love again ;
A place in time still belongs to us ;
Stays preserved in my mind, in the memories there is solace ;
Never too far away, I won't let time erase one bit of yesterday ;
Cause I have learned that nobody can take your place ;
Though we can never be, I'll keep you close to me ;
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________five battery test.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 ; 4:56 PM
Yday we did 5 battery test. I AM SO ANGRY. :( Haven't gotten gold before (haha yes i know, loser), and I was like 5cm close to Gold! roar. As expected, my standing broad jump pulled me down againn. 5 more cm to get C! :( I suck la, I can't jump. But I improved in my inclined! So I'm satisfied. Ha. Haven't done 2.4km yet.. But am aiming for an A or B! After school, out with the class to LJS, then walked around with toi and christine. We felt bored and retarded so we took neos. Lol. The machine had poles for us to climb around or swing like monkeys. Ahh, the evolution of neoprint machines.
Today, nothing much happened. Supposed to go with badminton team to UWC for friendly match, but I had bad menstrual cramps I had to go home after school. Boohoooo. Shared cab with toi and we all went home. Slept through the afternoon. But it was good please. I needed sleep! Such an uneventful day today. Haha. Sigh.
So I scream, scream cause it hurts
Your every word cuts me inside and leaves me worse
There's no way back, and what if there was?
You'd still be you and I'd still need to say goodbye.
replies.
fernie: Haha mango skirts on leave! that's funny.
natt: YO MAMAHEAD! i miss you too and i am not queer! :)
christine: chrissy poo! haha our designs suck compared to toi's la. but the graphics all damn cute. especially the mugs. lol. yeah we better start studying or we'll be dead la.
sham: yupyup! i'll see you in saturdayyyy. :)
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________cine flea market.
Sunday, April 23, 2006 ; 8:20 PM
Accessories at cine flea market! LOVELYYYY. I've an obsession for accessories (especially beady ones) these days i'm actually willing to fork out $40 over just on them. That's like 2 trips to fish n co when you order new york fish & chips plus jungle freeze during each trip! Gosh. Ahh haven't eaten there since IG outing day. ANYWAY, that's not the point. Point is, I think I should stop spending on accessories, and maybe use the shopping money buy more skirts for goodness sakes. Everyone who goes out with me often knows I only wear three main skirts, and the rest I don't even touch them anymore.
Sigh. I'm bored. I think I shall go find a life somewhere else. Tah. There's school tomorrow, and I'm so dreading it. Another 5 days of torture before weekends again! :(
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine.
replies.
lowyon: NOT NUGGETS! haha. STAY AWAY from hamsters.
christine: don't mention to me bout work! haha okok i haven't done homework. isn't that GREAT. i hate school work! i hate school lessons! i need shopping to relief stress. haha.
sham: haha hello pretty pretty gf cum sunshine/moonlight cum moon. aye aye soon okay. sorry bout the study thing today. my phone died and you were busy with maple!
nic: NANCY! the nancies would finally reunite after so long and maybe we could chant and bounce to our nancy dance again. woopeee!
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________it may sound absurb, but don't be naive. even heroes have the right to bleed.
Saturday, April 22, 2006 ; 1:03 PM
<33333
the roborovskis i saw in the pet shop. how cute!! (:
Who needs damn inconsistent heartwarmers cum heartbreakers when I've got friends who can make me smile all the time?
Anyway, doing some self reflection here. I think everyone has their own flaws which aren't even known by the person himself/herself, and sometimes to the extent that their undiscovered flaws cause hurt to someone else, and may even put his/her friendship or relationship with someone in jeopardy. We judge people and comment about them, but what's judgement without truth? I know I have my own flaws, and maybe if I put myself in other's shoes, then I would understand how they feel about me, or perhaps what a shitty friend I've been. Ask yourself, 'Would I like to hear or see the same things which i said or did to my friend being told or done to me?' 'Would I feel offended if someone told me that or did that to me?' 'Would what I say or do be of the better for him/her to discover his/her weakness, even if the words or actions might hurt?' I appreciate my friends being truthful and frank to me, so that I would know my weakness and change for the better. And I think their actions mean twice as much to me. I know I've hurt some of my friends with my words and actions before, and I should start thinking in their perspective and avoid such. We all should learn to put ourselves in other's shoes, and in that way, perhaps the world would be a better place. (:
And I've learnt not to keep anger inside of ourselves. Anger is a curve blade which in turn stabs you harder than ever. Keeping it is even worse. It gets the better of you, and the one who suffers the most from this would probably be yourself. So, anger-management! Haha. Stay happy!
Hee hee. Anyway, going out now. Shopping!
Tell me a story where we all change
And we'd live our lives together and not enstranged
I didn't lose my mind it was mine to give away
Couldn't stay to watch me cry, you didn't have the time
So I softly slip away...
No regrets they don't work, no regrets they only hurt
Sing me a love song, drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view, but they tell me I'm doing fine
I don't want to hate but that's all you've left me with
A bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of how we all could live ;
nobody said it would be this hard.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________why do you think we should suffer in silence?
Friday, April 21, 2006 ; 10:41 PM
Today's econs ca was a total flop! Toi and i planned on skipping it but ended up going for it after long hours of consideration. I guess we should be thankful we went cus they said those who were present in school but did not take the test would not be able to retake it and have zero marks. Hmmm. Anyhow, I guess going for it would help us score some few more marks. I won't be surprised if I get a single digit. Haha laugh. Had to sit beside classmate handsome Mr T during the test, and he was being quite a selfish nut cos i could sense his every move, being every attempt to cover his answers from my sight. Hmph.
I've an urge to play mahjong. So random. Ah I'm having a headache. Ironically, I'm going off now to watch some tv before heading to bed. Goodbye world.
Finally the silence,
looking out, looking back across the sky
Trying to find a meaning,
knowing that I just left it all behind.
replies.
lowyon and christine: MUAHHHH. i love yall! hee. yeah thanks for understanding. Always have the tendency to be emo these days. and christine, yes, poly seems like a better choice now. what the heck! haha. even fernie agrees too.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________All seems bland.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 ; 9:15 PM
On the way back, I was all right, until i met jaslyn when she came up the bus from j8.. Was tired and about to doze off in the bus till i noticed a familiar figure, and before I knew it, she bounced on me and gave me such a comforting tight hug and exclaimed "MOMO!" She told me how much she missed me and how she had been trying to call me all day only to hear the voicemail song (phone died on me)... :( That instant I felt so much warmth and comfort I couldn't help but to break down and cry...
I don't enjoy school. Niether does toi. Neither does christine. Come, let's all go to poly. I miss my secondary schoolmates. I miss them like fuck. I miss the people who knew me so well, the people who could read my mind without me even speaking a word. I miss the warmth I felt when I'm with my true friends, the people who cared for me and went through thick and thin with me. That moment I felt her hug, I realised how long I have not felt that sense of comfort and how dumb life is now.
I can't seem to get my work right, and that feeling sucks cos when you try to do your work and realise, hey i'm stuck at this question, you'll just feel like giving up and telling yourself how lousy you are. I don't know how long I need to take to catch up.. Econs is confusing me with all its terms but I still like that subject. Cca trainings are on monday, wed and friday, and it is not like I exactly look forward to attending them. Chances are most likely I'm not playing anyway.. And moreover the girls team is closing down right after tournament. I don't know what I'm doing. Even my social life is crappy cos I'm left with Tuesdays and Thursdays, which aren't always free cos of projects and extra lessons and other crappy stuffs.
Okay this is supposed to be a short entry but I've been complaining. I'm boring the readers here but ah heck I hate this. Printer's causing problems, and my parents are irritating the hell outta me tonight. I'm hopeless, useless and dumb. I don't know what to do.
Get up, come on, why're you scared?
You'll never change what's been and gone
Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out.
replies.
fernie: haha. yeah. but who in the right mind would wanna exchange seats with us. you tell me! haha.. sigh.
noven: oh ya. beef eater! lol. aiya. toi's busy in the florist and nurseries la. haha let's go out with the others soon! maybe this weekend or something!
beverley: haha she's damn irritating la. she picks on me too. grr. lessons are such a bore! haha yeah rarely see you.. ask me and terri out! then it wouldn't be a hi-bye thing. lol.
haowen: hello fanfreak. you are such a disappointment. hah your question answered already la..
sham: yaa... been saying that but never hear from you! tskkk. BEEF EATER!
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________project work.
Sunday, April 16, 2006 ; 9:08 PM
Walked down to fernie's, and we all did research tgt with sara and shi ting. Her relatives are nice, they cooked lunch for us and offered us food, though i didn't eat cus i brought up my own lunch. Quite a productive first group meeting i must say. I like my pw group! Hehe. It's like reliving the girl school days. Since this is one of the rare times there isn't any guys involved! Feels so ij-ish. (:
I'm getting the monday blues already. I don't wanna go to school! And me and toi want a change of classroom seats. It's damn sad to be sitting front row, expecially getting so upclose with lucy lee. =/ Training tomorrow, and somehow i dread it.
Reminscing. Those night calls. Those times I practically jump forward when I see your name appear in my inbox. I want back those days.
We all have a saviour, so do yourself a favour
Stop living the lie.
Noven: Oi! Changed link but template still same. Haha. Anyway, relinked! Baby hamster. Yeah we should go out someday again with sham! Then laugh and laugh at how the alcohol named 'Beef Wine' must have been made to go together with beef and tell ghost stories. Wooo.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________when you left i lost a part of me.
Saturday, April 15, 2006 ; 9:54 PM
haha tuition today.. was being moody and bored hearing my faggot chem tuition teacher preach about atoms and bonds during the class, i started doodling all over my paper. That was how bored I was. Seriously. Partly it was because I forgot to bring my specs and straining my eyes to see the board was giving me a headache. Scribbled crap and tried to write in the smallest font I could. Okayy.. yeah that's dumb. Don't laugh.
After tuition met toi at ps mainly to pass her her gp homework.. then ate and walked around.. we took neos! omgg. the last time i took those was like last year; before Olevels, i think it was even before prelims. haha. I want this long sleeved grey and white striped top from P.O.A!!!! it can be like sort of a cardigan. I want!!! There's only 1 of the size left and I want it! I better go get it tomorrow. But it's $38 bucks and toi said it isn't worth it cus the material's quite thin too.. I don't know.. But I love it lah. <333
Hmmm. Tomorrow gonna meet fernie sara and shi ting for pw. Yuperdoos. Bukit merah at 12 noon. Fernie's house! Heh. but it's Sunday morning! so sad I can't even afford to sleep in later..
Okay gotta do up stuff for my pw now.. tah!
I can't imagine life without your love
even forever don't seem like long enough
replies.
beverley: haha i don't like her at all lah! 1T34 is so unlucky. groar. haha yeah felicia koh is a good teacher.. and she's cool! nicholas always talk rubbish to her and she's damn open about it! i think she was like pmsing that day..
haowen: withering plant! yes our plan FLOPPED! this sucks la haha.. we're such losers. anyway, no we won't retain. we are going to study and be nerds. you damn lame la. tuition go wrong day. HAHAHA. eh study tmr laaa.
fernie: hee hee. :) yeah. thankew gurl.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________good friday.
Friday, April 14, 2006 ; 12:14 PM
i'm so glad i'm blessed with the greatest bestest friends on earth. (: i love love love you all. those who're there for me to confide in, and the clique. you guys make me look forward to each and every day although i'm such a depressed nut over stupid stuffs. you guys make me feel strong when i feel dejected and low, and you guys gimme a reason to be happy despite all the other 99 reasons i've got to be sad..
oh boy. what will i do without my friends?..
anyhow, it sucks not being able to say how you feel. it sucks when you don't have what you want. it sucks when you're in the doldrums. it sucks when you get jealous. it sucks when you feel rejected. it sucks when you know you're not good enough. it sucks when you feel you deserve more than this in life. it sucks when everyone is happy except you. it sucks when the person you notice the most doesn't give two shits about you. it sucks when you feel like a loser.
everyday i tell myself, 'if today sucked, tomorrow will be a better day. smile jo, smile jo. today will be a very good day.' but i realise i've been telling myself that since, forever. when will i ever stop deceiving myself?
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________learn to forget.
Thursday, April 13, 2006 ; 9:08 PM
school today was alright. toi was being a slacker to skip school, again. even mrs felicia koh commented that toi has to be absent for at least one day a week. haha, she's observant. anyway i was supposed to miss school too! but mom was being a pain this morning! she didn't allow me to skip.. she didn't believe i was too 'sick'. she was like "or did you not do your homework?" haha she knows me well luh. then she smartly offered to write a letter to excuse me from going for morning run today but to go to school anyway. i was too awake after arguing with her then to even go back to sleep. sheeeshhh.
speaking of felicia koh, she flared up at our class today... cos of a remark some classmates made, she got all angry, hurt and offended i suppose. then she started mentioning other stuffs like how our class people would always sleep, talk and listen to music during her lessons, and not hand up homework on time. and how some commented that she made them sleep during her lessons, and that she has been tolerating us for very long. her face was quite red, like she was already on the verge of crying. aiyo, quite poorthing. :( she stomped out of class.
then after school our class went to the staffroom to try to apologise to her but she wasn't really bothered already. she spoke to some of the classmates and i think she's fine now. i wonder how the next math lesson will be like.
went to town after that to meet bestfriend! she wanted to get a top from zara.. been so long since we had a decent outing. walked around for an hour plus then we both had to leave town cos i had my dental and she had tuition. but it was cool anyways. like what she said, we're damn amazing cos no matter how long we don't meet, we still can talk and catch up like normal to maintain the friendship.
but anyway.. i don't know. been so busy with school these days. i don't think i've been a very good friend to my good friends. :( the thought suddenly came to my mind tonight, that i might have neglected those good old friends who had made me who i am today. you all know who you are.. i miss you guys. :( nic is so sweet, she still misses me! i miss having her around during lessons... phwoarrr. i miss seeing the friendly old faces i used to see while changing classes every one period or two..
My dreams of fairy tales and fantasy were torn apart
I lost my peace of mind somewhere along the way
I knew there's come a time you'd hear me say
I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired.
cause i am hanging on every word you say
and even if you don't wanna speak tonight
it's alright, alright with me..
reply.
junhoe: HAHA. i like the ending. Very factual. good essay and non-judgemental. -claps claps.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________a slow descent.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 ; 9:25 PM
training today. no sprinting! and not much physical today. yay. (: ah ryan is a slacker. he hasn't gone trainings since forever. the only time he went, his hand was injured so he didn't play. hmph. okay. whatever beaver. other than that, i can't think of anything else that happened today.
junhoe and i are making a descriptive essay on our favourite classmate mr T now on msn. check out! the lines separate who said which lines. haha so funny. it started off with talking about how he must have felt after getting rejected today..
crack
into pieces
the heart dropped
fragile
unmendable
it was broken to bits
haha.. ouch
what the. can write descriptive essay le
... then we got more creative..
the shattered moment.
a dejected themis walks out of the room with head hung low
that split second, he felt his whole world crumble into a million pieces
we asked why. and solemnly he said, 'i got rejected'
soon after, his eyes was filled with tears.
tears started trickling down his hollow eyes
he turned away, and asked himself why he had such misfortune. so many questions.. but no answers.
and realised that today was not an auspicious day to ask jolyn out. it was tomorrow,
he calculated wrongly. 'jolyn... why you reject me. dun you wanna me to pei you go watch concert?'
ahaha. our own compiled essay; half done. but we still managed to make the whole thing sound fluent! :P anyway. we realised it's Mr T who help bond the people of 1T34 together.. cos he provided all of us with a common topic to talk about. ahha. so we should all be very grateful!
okay. on a heavier note, i ain't feelin right tonight. :(
if only i could make some sense out of this weight i've been carrying inside of me which i myself do not even know.. i need happy pills.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep ;
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
when you love some one but it goes to waste ;
Could it be worse?
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________everything in it's time.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 ; 8:54 PM
yesterday.. the most memorable lesson was MATH LECTURE. the lecturer was irritating the hell outta us! kept going "SHHHHHH..." fernie and i decided to count how many times he said it in one hour, and the number of "shhhhs" he said mounted up to 93 TIMES! that's an average of about 1.5 "shhhs" per minute! now i've a phobia of math lectures with that guy already..
cabbed down to united square after school with toi rose lester charmaine and junhoe to eat BEN&JERRY'S. omgggg. superb man. and it's actually the first time i'm eating that.. i swear i'm super deprived. their strawberry cheesecake flavour tastes just like Haagen daaz's strawberry flavour. like, whoooaaa. then rushed back to school for cca gym training.. did the weight sets and then was let off already. cooolll. then went to town with haowen to walk around and buy my bus concession pass. haha yay friday we've a plan! a great great plan.
lucy lee seriously has something against me. oh well i know i ain't exactly very nice to her too, but that's cos she forced me to not be nice. haha. she looks very very irritating. grrrr!
todayyy.. morning runs. was conserving my energy for PE lesson's pft.. but in the end jason liu told our class we had a free period. :( i'd rather run 2.4km today cus it just rained and the weather was cooling and cloudy! but wells. so we slaccckkked around.. saw the guys doing pull ups. before me and toi went to bathe (though we didn't even perspire.) lol. kind of had 3 full periods free cus after PE we had break, and after break, lester toi fernie christine and i skipped math lecture. =/ i had enough of his shhhhshings the day before.
i've learnt the hard way
to never let it get that far.
replies.
toi and lowyon: yeahh :( freaking sad and touching! lowyon, nahh, parting is part and parcel of life.
christine: nevermindd laaa. haha..
glenn: haha i knew it! yeah it totally suits that parrot/dog entry that's why i put it in.. how sad. :(
glynis: yeahyeah! sureee. msg me soon (:
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________faithfulness and loyalty.
Sunday, April 09, 2006 ; 5:59 PM
hearing that really made me moved. i didn't know parrots were such loyal pets like dogs. just like the true story of a dog, Bobby Greyfriars, which spent the rest of his ten years sitting on his master's grave when he died. omggg. i get so touched and amazed by their faith.
if only all humans could be as faithful.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________randoms.
; 12:59 PM
i love my dad. he just came home from his business trip yesterday and knew i wanted this loudspeaker cum iPod charger device for my iPod, so he went over to sim lim square to get it for me! (: now i can listen to my songs and watch movies out loud, without plugging on the earpiece. hehe.
ok this is such a random post. haowen is supposed to study with me. christine is supposed to study with me. others are busy playing maple to bother about me. haha. i don't know where my other friends have flown to. anyways i've decided to change my template. in the mood for plain templates hah.
i think i'm gonna rot around at home and pop by Popular this evening to get some files. oh gawd. i need a life. tests tests and more tests. and i haven't even started studying.. hmm.
As the days grow long i see that
time is standing still for me when you're not here.
replies.
nicc: my leftover time is spent thinking of you guys! :( i'm so packed with runs and runs i think i'm going crazy. haha. i've no more life left.. please ask me out soonnn.
christine: sure.. but you aren't replying my sms. haha.
haowen: no we all didn't watch it in the end! haha..
glynis: hello beloved. heh nice seeing you that day! been long since that happened. (: haha sure okayy!
fernie: haha! nah you don't look like a plant. it's just your nick. fern. fernie. heh. yeah our ideas rock man! yeah i like the futuristic bus idea. hurhur we're such creative asses aren't we. see you!
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________hectic..
Friday, April 07, 2006 ; 11:17 PM
erps. okay. random.. my class is getting better. and almost like a zoo. i've a hyena, a carebear cum paddington bear, 2 plants (rose and fernie ahha!), a donkey, a whale, a rabbit, and not forgetting RIBENA! the rest looks human. =/ everything's cool except my form teacher! i don't like her, neither does anyone in class.
hmmm. friendlies with innova jc 2 days ago. nothing much happened, except i paired with xiaoyan for doubles and won it. xiaoyan did like all the last shots while most of the time i gave away points. haha loserish.
lessons were quite slack today. we had break right on the 2nd period of the day, then 2 periods of chinese followed by a second break! ha. so slack please. after school jason liu apparently wanted to meet the badminton girls team in the auditorium right after school but he didn't turn up despite us waiting half an hour for him.. was supposed to just have physical training at the gym. we did the usual sets with weights, and went off. then right after gym at bout 3.45pm, we saw jason liu and he told us to stay back till 5.30pm to do runs with the boys team. like, freaking last minute. i didn't bring proper shoes. :(
so okay we reluctantly went over to canteen to eat and stone till 5.30pm.. then at about 4.50pm, marie was told to ask the girls team to go up to auditorium asap to play for the ministers who were in our school at that time to see. another last minute thing when haowen xiaoyan weiqin and i were so full from our noodles. went up and played for just a while, before the whole team went to the track to do SPRINTING. haha okay nvm, can help lose more weight! girls did 3 sets of 1-round sprinting, with time limit! freaking tiring! :( and of course stressful cos you've to keep up with the person/people you're sprinting with and keep with the time limit. divided into a few groups and me and haowen happen to be together. haha. my butt hurt and thigh muscles were like pulled to the max after the sprints. gosh. but surprisingly my legs aren't feeling the strain now! hoho.
after training, sam xiaoyan weiqin petrina and i went down to taka to eat dinner. sam went off while joseph came. xiaoyan had craving for crystal jade lah! so okay lah we went there. their mango pudding rocks! we were given this round huge table seated for about 9 people when there were only 5 of us! we looked like losers.
anyway i can so conclude I'M THE LOUSIEST PLAYER IN BADMINTON TEAM but nevermind i got in anyway. ahah. i'm lousy lousy lousy. grr. girls team most prob closing down after competition ends cos the j2s would be leaving! but me pet and haowen have decided we were still gonna stay on even if there wouldn't be a girls school team anymore while sticking to our other core cca. hmmmm.
been so busy i don't even have time for myself, my social life, and my homework. :( rraahhh. okay i'm damn sleepy now. till then!
i never will be good enough for you.
replies.
fernie: ahahaa okay. pacmans ! make more another time.
haowen: HELLO. FANFREEAK. you're like finally here to leave a comment! tskk. sick plant. haha.
xoxo -
Y Y Y Y Y
_____________________og outing!
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 ; 12:34 AM
class outing yesterday to ps pizza hut. haha our initial plan was to go haagen daz but majority wanted pasta. lester and i weren't very hungry so we shared 10 pcs sweet n spicy drumlets! yum. the rest got meal and some didn't eat. then we went over to yamaha cus henry wanted to get some music stuff. then toi went off, and nicholas arthur henry xiangli and bailyn went off to centrepoint to take passport photos for our school stuff while the rest of us went over to the basement to walk around. randall lester and i shared Bravissimo Gelato!! we all wanted a cup each but there was a takeaway pack for 3 flavours for about 9 bucks, which was much bigger than 3 cups and cheaper. cookiesandcream and triplechocolatefudge flavours rocked la! <333 anyway fernie christine and all went off for their swimming cca so it was left with the ice-cream buyers and ... sexycutehothandsomeboy themis. ok i shan't comment on anything; initially we all thought he was kind of pitiful, until he became real sticky and irritating and odd.. he's alright at times though.. anyway the gelato really got me perked up! after that we went our separate ways and i went home.
today. was late for morning runs. 4 rounds (luckily). during mass pe, we did our 2.4km practise.. haha thank goodness i'm still doing fine man! though i had wobbly legs when i just started running cos of the morning. pfftt. school was alright. i'm starting to like my class already. (: i think it kind of rocks. after school, yolanda terri jason and i went to wheelock's fish n co for dinner! haha fun man. woopeee. fish n co rocks la. it was supposed to be an ig outing by the way.. turned out we didn't ask all of em and the other closer ones couldn't make it. but i tell you it was super fun. started laughing all the way from cjc to town even till we said our goodbyes. i swear we laughed so loud and long our tummy hurt. no kidding. talked about alot of stuff and it was amazing how we digressed from one topic to another. from that joel/ joelle from our school, to pokemon, to animals and mating, to personal stuffs which was really funny (but we were all open anyway!), to everything else. it's sad ig01 only lasted for 2 days. but i'm great we could still catch up so well.
ok i gtg. i need sleep! i still duno whether to use comment box or tagboard. hmmm.
those visions were only but a dream.
replies.
christine: econs test is fine! i crapped the whole way la please. haha.
fernie: haha pacman series. funny. where'd the paper go anw? heehee mug out soon!
lowyon: aiya sorrysorry! i had bbq all the way at pasir panjang and it wasn't very early when i went off. hurrr mug soon! and chomps!
glenn: yeah! HAHHA. old dragon. how's life!
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