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Friday, July 29, 2005 ; 11:16 PM

oh mann. i miss him and marina bay already. i wish we could like stay there forever.
watched Fantastic four at cine, den headed down to marina bay! supposed to study geog! again, ended up stoning. ahhh! just daydreaming and hearing music. how slack is that lah. we waited for the sun to go down and laid at the rocks finding stars. actually just staring at a blank black sky since singapore doesn't have much stars. but there were quite a few though. :) the wind, and the sound of the waves and the city lights. damn nice please! and there were practically no one there! tried finding jaslyn and i's personalised seat on the rocks but couldn't. :(

I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
so cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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; 12:04 PM

:))) yesterday's a nice day! i'm still not used to it though, after so long being, you know, yeah. and we were supposed to study at mr chua's house but we ended up stoning!.. for 2 whole hours without even realising it was that long.
had biology paper yesterday.. paper 1 was good but paper 2 wasn't! i didn't study about the fish and it came out in the questions, carrying alot of marks. yuck. but nevermind! :)
just got home. went to jog before coming back. i felt like some lunatic, the only one in the stadium jogging at 11.30am when the sun's right on top! damn hot laa. had maths paper 2 today.. it's quite alright! though i left one or two parts blank. heh. hope paper 2 pulls the marks up. hoho.

you're everything i know that
makes me believe i'm not alone. :)

replies.
glynis: haha ok.. exams coming and you're still going malaysia to shop! tskk. hugstight!
van: thanks. heh. all the best for your prelims too!
kim: i'm not bird! bird flew away already. heh. yeah darn! nonono. no goodbye for us! haha. still have prelims 2. still got hope!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005 ; 10:41 PM

lick lick lick ;
ok this is gonna be a very short one.
oh man. second day of the prelims. i think i'll do badly. first day, emath paper 1 and ss. it was pretty fine, just that i didn't have enough time to complete! emaths was tougher than i thought. :( byebye A1.
today, chem paper. arghh! i know nuts la. haha. had to 'tikum tikum' abit. but luckily the questions carry only like 1 or 2 marks each. heh.
kenny's dog is so cute. i want a dog too. she licks EVERYTHING she sees. don't think they really need to mop the floor anymore.
yay. nic's buying US chocolates! it's been ages since i ate choc. omg. that's cool.
physics and english paper 1 and 2 tomorrow. all the best to everyone! and to myself.

replies.
peishan: thanks! bighugs!
glynis: heh. next friday! can't wait. what's body glove bag? hmm. go city square at jb? haha dont really know though. good luck for your prelims!
adeline: thanks burger! misses!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Sunday, July 24, 2005 ; 8:09 PM

The Island is NICE! everyone should go watch it. :) scarlett johansson is so hot! (she looks like christina aguilera at the 'genie in the bottle' period) and ewan mcgregor's darn cool.
okay, prelim starts tomorrow! arrrghhhhh! i hope i don't flunk ss! ain't doing anything bout my emaths though, don't know how to prepare anyway. am aiming for an A1! for ss i'm already happy with like b4?! haha. i'm so dead. poo. okay, gotta mug! ciaos!

time is weighing heavy on my heart
seems i've got too much of it since we've been apart

glynis: hahaa sure man! okay okay. haven't heard your stories for ages. :)
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Saturday, July 23, 2005 ; 11:00 AM

had photo-taking yesterday in school. the photographers were like in such a rush to take that it was quite messy! hah. eek. hmm. went to changi airport to study after school.. it was quite productive! we had the worse luck man. we saw bus 53 drive off right before our eyes and 3 113s passed before the next 53 came. and when going home, we wanted to take 113 and none came, but 53 came! whoa man. anyways, studied from like 6 to 8 plus, before kenny and i went back. yay, kenny is so nice. hmm. it'll be better if i could stay longer cos the studying environment there was quite good. poo.

ahah i cabbed home from school before that, and found a purse in the cab.. it had ten over bucks, her ezlink card, other cards, and her house keys! poor girl, she must've been so worried and sad! saw her ezlink and i guess she's also from my school from her uniform.. so will be like returning to school on monday.. hoho. i'm so nice.
anyways, watching island later with fred! wooo. hope it's nice. gotta run. till then!

it's not that i can't live without you
it's just that i don't even wanna try

peishan: yeah thanks! i will. you take care too! :)
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Thursday, July 21, 2005 ; 3:39 PM

my life is brilliant; my love is pure.

now playing: james blunt- you're beautiful :)

quarter moon always makes me think of you
are you thinking of me too when you see it shine
it's kinda sad but i'm smiling imagine that
cause we were lucky to have what we had if only for a time
didn't we set the nights on fire?
did ever a flame burn any higher?
wasn't it so sweet, wasn't it, didn't we love?..

sigh, and now i'm back to square one.

i'm so tired i wanna sleep :(
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005 ; 5:58 PM

i'm addicted to gwen stefani's cool! (now playing)

yesterday's english prelim oral was good! had ms lim ming kiat and i didn't get much prompting. i only recall being prompted once. hoho! i just blurted out everything i could possibly imagine in the picture and conv. i hope i get at least a B but well better if it's A.. but i wouldn't know, actually. i was like so confident of myself during last year FYE's eng oral and i ended up with a friggin D?! stupid mrs cindy soon. her comments for me stated i used limited vocab in the convo. poo. oh well, but i know i did much better for convo this time. if only it was the real thing. eck.

my nose has been such a nuisance to me the past few days! recovered from my flu but still having a lil runny nose and i have to breath through my mouth the whole day. it's quite a chore.

dad and mom said if i scored 16 and below for this upcoming prelims, they'd buy me a zen micro! yayyy. my sister just bought herself a LIMEGREEN ipod and she's making me jealous. she gets to like listen to the music library of 780 songs which, me, myself and i, downloaded from scratch for the past 2 years, whereas i only get to listen to 40 songs at a time with my MD! poo. i'm too lazy to bring around a few cartridges luh. it's too inconvenient.
but 16 points is kinda tough cos it's like half my usual L1R5 score. :/ nvm, i can TRY! for the sake of my musikk. hah.

out to go jogging now to lose those 2 to 3 kg! yep, 2 to 3 is enough.. i don't wanna be too skinny either. ciaos!

don't look at me that way
it was an honest mistake ;
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Sunday, July 17, 2005 ; 1:36 PM

i think i've just adjusted my biological clock or something. yesterday i slept through the whole day.. was feeling so tired cos of the stupid flu.. yuck. had a slight fever, blocked nose and husky low voice (sexaye! hahaha, heck no). i woke up only during dinner time, and couldn't sleep till 4am in the morning! thankfully i had toi and sheila's company till then. just woke up half an hour ago, eeks. oh well. the flu bug's really getting around. my cousin came to my place yesterday and he also had the same symptoms i have. now jaslyn's got it too.

dad and mom's out to lunch with uncle and auntie at lei garden at orchard plaza or chijmes (famous for their shark fins)! i can't believe i actually didn't want to go because of fear of putting on more weight and that i needed to complete my homework since i slacked the whole day yesterday. right, dad had to tempt me by telling me they were having sharks fin and lobsters, not like i don't always get to eat them, but i love them! and i'm like at home eating home-cooked fried rice. how sad. hahaha. oh well. i've lost 2kg from starving myself yesterday! not really starving.. i just didn't have any appetite.. and my body's immune system's been fighting the flu virus inside, so more energy is used up, thus making it easier to lose weight. ahaha. what crap. anyway i better complete my homework. eww. till then!

will you still love me when i'm gone?
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Friday, July 15, 2005 ; 10:40 PM

had Os listening compre today.. how irritating. i made a change in my answer at the last minute, only to find out i changed my right answer to a wrong one! arghh. oh nevermind. after school jaslyn and i went to j8 to study at coffeebean! yay! had my sinful oreo cheesecake. did emaths homework but yeah, we ended up only like completing 5 sums. we walked around j8 and changed out of our uniforms into shorts and t-shirt, only to realise we looked a little too silly with our school shoes on. so we decided to wear our pinafore over and only take it off in the gym.. at that time, i was already having a cold and was too tired and lazy to even walk back to the toilet, so we did it right in the middle of the mall. jaslyn kept complaining about how stupid we looked, changing in public. but oh wells! we weren't exactly changing! just wearing over. tskk. ahaha. by the time we were about to leave j8 for the gym, we realised it was already 7.30.. i wondered where the time flew to. but anyway, we decided not to go anymore.

eeks. i'm down with a cold and sore throat. eeks. i can't swallow stuffs without feeling the sting in my throat and i can't stop sneezing. oh the darn weather.

Can you help me? Can you let me go?
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

replies.
toi: mao keng! yeah i wanna watch the island! yeah we'll shop after prelims!
van: ahah ok.. yup.. good luck for your prelims. eh some person la. you won't know who even if i tell. haha.
glynis: thanks! i will. yeah okie.
nicholas: haha, thanks. hope you did your best for lc too.
jaslyn: haha updated la. we'll do fast-paced shopping right after prelims!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005 ; 5:04 PM

sister's birthday party on monday night went quite well! there were more than 60 people who came and she was like running all around entertaining her friends and making sure everything's running smoothly, poorthing. aranda chalet's quite big, but it was so crowded that everyone had to elbow their way through to move.

during the party when me and my cousins were walking down to get blackjack cards from my cousin's car, something funny happened. it was pitch dark outside the chalet at the walkway, my sister's 2 friends just arrived and were walking towards the chalet towards us, and when we were around 10 metres away from her friends, her friends starting singing in an off-tune manner, going, "SHERINNAA..! HAPPYYYY BIRRRTHHDDDAAAYYYY....." until 2 metres away they stared at me and gave that "oh-shit-i-mistook-you-for-someone-else-and-now-i-look-like-a-fool!" face, and my cousins and i, and them, burst out laughing. ahaha..

many ppl were damn "on", they wore supa retro stuffs.. ahah. it was quite laughable, and my cousin pointed at one of the guys and said he could use that guy's clothes to borrow for his dad. ahah! wth! but all was well, my sis received alot of presents so she's a happy bday girl. her bday's tomorrow though.

yesterday, met marilyn and ruoling after school and we went to pasir ris park to cycle! it was SUPPOSED to be fun and i wanted to cycle for 2 hours, but, we reached pasir ris at 4 plus. put our bags at my sister's chalet and by the time we reached the bike shop, it was 5.10pm and the shop was gonna close at 6! darn! but we still rented the bicycles anyway. and if you thought that was worse enough.. marilyn couldn't cycle (so she was just learning), and ruoling rented rollerblades. so i had no one to cycle with. :( and i even promised to teach marilyn to cycle, so i had to stay by her to coach her. until 5.45pm, i decided to go for a cycle myself till 6pm. it was so cool ok. the park was practically DESERTED, maybe with just one or two people seen every 30 metres. ahha yes, that quiet! but it's cool! how many times can you get to cycle in a deserted park, as though you own the whole darn place, without having to stop or slow down to give way to people on foot or bikes blocking the way? i could cycle supa fast-paced and not worry bout crashing. ahaha! but i only had 15 minutes left to cycle luh! argh. nevermind, i wanna cycle soon again!

but after cycling we received bad news, my sister's chalet got broken into by the cleaners and some of her presents were stolen. wadahell. marilyn got so angry cus her birthday gift for my sis was stolen as well, and it was expensive lah! 200 plus (usual price was 400 odd)..! that thief ought to be punished! pfft. we rushed back to the chalet only to hear my poor sister whining over her loss. marilyn looked for the manager and started complaining of the poor security system and she looked darn fierce. scarryy. yep. had dinner with 3 of them and david at swensons (yay!) in whitesands.. reached home at 9.50pm.. just in time to watch deperate houswives season finale. woo. it's been centuries since i got home this late on a school day and in which i had to go school on the following day too. i'm supa tired now, still.

was supposed to have tuition today but malcolm apparently forgot to inform his other student about it so it was cancelled! tskk.. i rushed home from school for nothing. poo.

i'm so over you! :) whee!
'doh!

replies.
glynis: haha okay okay. we must go out after my exams too.
van: yeap! i will. how's your mugging? haha thanks.
kim: haha, but sajc and acjc will be as fun too what! hmmm. but i doubt i can even go there during the first 3 mths lah. haha cool. den we get all our friends too! yeah yeah! no more bird! bird gone. hee. i love you more!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Sunday, July 10, 2005 ; 3:10 PM

it's raining! awww. gonna be going to pasir ris later for my sister's birthday party at aranda! she's invited relatives, pri school friends, sec school, jc, and uni friends. imagine the crowd..
a rather boring day today.. i was supposed to play badminton with dad at plcc but the stupid cc called us only last night to apologise for having changes the last minute cos there was some taekwondo event going on. grr. i wanna play, now!

yesterday i actually managed to stay at home the whole day and not complain of boredom, and when i was supposed to meet darylyn and shyan at gardens to "study". ahah. wth. chinese oral was on thursday.. wasn't very good! the passage was easy but conversation was a flop! dang. my two examiners were china men, which was what freaked me out most cos obviously their expectations are gonna be higher! i was so nervous that even the examiners told me to relax and treat it as a normal conversation with a friend. yikes. but they were friendly though. they tried to joke and laugh to ease the tension. hoho.

hummm, i miss australia. i miss the donkeys. i miss cicerella. i miss the weather. :( prelim 1 is about 2 weeks away and the school's being such a pain in the ass la. they're including 50% of our prelim 1 results together with the 2nd prelims for the total points for first 3 mths jc admission thingy. eeks. that means lesser time to study and prepare. i'm so gonna die and kiss goodbye to my sajc/acjc dream if i don't start working hard now.
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Saturday, July 09, 2005 ; 1:25 PM

Break You- Marion Raven (now playing)
nice song! :)) this song lyric's not implying on anyone. just think it's rather true. heh.

I was your girl, gave you my world
My everything but you wouldn't see
I had your back, I backed you up
Whatever I did was never enough
Just you. You, that's all you ever thought about
You. You, No one matters like you do
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way?
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

The palm of your hand, that was your plan
Gave me no time but now you want mine
It's all about take, you took too much
Nothing inside, I'm all used up
Come on, you. You, nothing else matters like you do
You know what I'm talking bout don't you
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

On your one night stands (should've thought about that)
Says she's just a friend (should've thought about that)
Are you satisfied now? (should've thought about that)
Cause you can't hold me down
Not now. I wanna thank you cause now I'm free
I can breathe again and I'm never going back to you

replies.
glynis: yeah. :( time flies.
van: replied in your blog. :)
hazel: hey bf! i love you too! you silly wacko. :)
cheryl: i have lessons! ahha. the previous entry was on the day i was still having mission. :)
kim: yeah.. :( damn sad. we ought to spend this remaining 5 months happily. boo!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005 ; 7:43 PM

haven't had lessons since last friday. it feels like the holidays all over again! had mission for the past two days. it has definitely taught me some lessons. yeap. we're all different individuals, and beauty matters only in the inside, not what lies on the outside. :) an ex-sjcian came on the first day to tell us about her experience dealing with drugs, and how she overcame the problem. she burst out crying cos she didn't share this with anyone and it took her courage to tell it out, so yep, it was sad. today, a lady in the mission team told us about her life story, which was awfully touching and a tear-jerker, that about one third or almost half the population of the hall cried, making me cry too. :( a few of us offered her a hug after hearing how tough her life has been ever since young, and i've come to realize how lucky and normal my life really is.

we had this reflecting session at the ending part where everybody gathered in a circle and the lady made us think back on the times in sjc, our first day in the school, our friends; how they've been there for us, how we've shared the bittersweet times, and how we took some for granted. and the stupid song in the background was the one that created the ambience, i couldn't help but shed some tears again when they told us we were only left with 5 months in sjc.. it was quite sad la.

after school, went with jaslyn to bugis village. hoho! we and our weird ideas. haven't been out with her for what seems like years. we didn't even hang out once during the june hols. bought a pair of hotpink plastic ear rings for the retro party, and an orange and white plastic bracelet from a shop in bugis st, and psst psst- the shopkeeper is darn cute laaaahh, he resembles JAY CHOU! (no, nic, not the same guy with the hearing aid, but EVEN HOTTER.) no kidding! me and jaslyn kept bargaining with him and his mom the price of the earrings and bracelet. hoho. managed to bargain a total of $1.10 for both. ahah. he's darn cute.

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple, but we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me

replies.
van and peishan: yes! weirdos indeed! :/
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005 ; 4:13 PM

oh man. i'm feeling so guai recently. keep going home after school. something like home-sickness, just wanna be alone, me, myself, my computer, my tv, and my aircon. ahah. wth. didn't have lessons today.. had some mission talk by 2 brothers from novena church and a few others. it was ... okay, i should say. not too boring, and not fun either. boo. my mt oral's this thursday! i'm scared.

and i just realised what bestfriend told me is true.. don't keep hatred inside and you'll find it easier to let go. :) talking to you doesn't make me wanna make you regret anymore, and i'm cool about it cuz i've come to a point to realise that nothing i do would make you change your mind, and that love will find a way back if it was meant to be. you might have been a great lover then, and you might have made my happiest days, but everything's changed now and i've accepted that fact. i still love you, as a friend.
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Monday, July 04, 2005 ; 7:56 PM

shopping with bestfriend today! yay. i haven't shopped for ages. bought this limegreen off shoulder top.. nice! and a frilly white skirt with silver stripes, something that i normally wouldn't buy.. ahah. but i wanted to wear it for my sis's retro bday party this weekend so yeah. bought a new watch from the same place i bought my previous watch. haha it looks alot like some fossil watch. :D yep.

oh anyways. we met 3 weird people today. first one was in the mrt train. this indian man who was standing next to us kept staring at us smiling. i looked at him, and he still continued to STARED back smiling. so i told hazel and she looked at him. he looked at her and smiled again, keeping the eye contact. ahah! wth. no matter how long we stared back he still wouldn't look away. he ought to get a life. lol.

second person. at heeren outside old chang kee. was buying some chicken nuggets when zell went "JO! LOOK AT THAT GUY! HE'S WEARING A SKIRT!" a few in the crowd turned around to check him out too. omg. he was kinda tall and muscular and he wore this off-white straight-cut skirt and sashayed around town. GAY! now that's uncool.

the third person was some sales lady in far east from a store i bought my top from. her voice was supa husky me and zell could not figure out a word she was saying! lol. serious. it was that bad. yep. what weirdos. ahah.

but you will be fine
the sun again will shine on you
whatever you do
take your sweet sweet time
cos i'll be here when you change your mind

replies.
jaslyn: it feels good to be a year older right. i love you! -hugstighter
cheryl: yesyes miss lim. :) thank goodness i'm having ij mission tmr, no lessons. :D
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Sunday, July 03, 2005 ; 10:25 PM

JASLYN TURNS SIXTEEN TODAY!
happy birthday gurl! :)))
mmm. i'm so looking forward to shopping with bestfriend tomorrow. yay. i've got lots of things in mind to buy.. and my mom better gimme more cash. i'm so broke. i haven't completed my homework yet lah! or should i rephrase, i haven't even done my homework. played badminton with dad at noon today, and i swear i can never be any more tired just playing with him for merely an hour! i used to play with regina for even 3 hour plus. haha. okay okay, that's a sure thing cuz obviously my dad is a guy and he's bound to make me more tired playing with him. but it's fun and it's a challenge for me! he said i've improved. wee.
today's aviva finals. darn, i used to go to SIS to see the matches for the past 2 years but i didn't this time. (maybe it's a good thing this year i din go cos someone was there). dad wanted me to study instead of wasting time watching. boo. chen hong got defeated by taufik hidaya, poor guy, he used to be the winner for the yonex sunrise open. he looks like a plastic doll. lol.
oh man, when's manhunt again? kevin p is so cute lah!! jon and matt are cute but kevin is much cuter! -drools.

he's everything you want
he's everything you need
he's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
he says all the right things
at exactly the right time
but he means nothing to you
and you don't know why

van: yep! singles player.. :) she runs everywhere to get the ball la.
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Saturday, July 02, 2005 ; 10:46 PM

yesterday was youth day cum be yourself day! we didn't have any youth day celebration, instead we got to wear our own clothes to school, which is so retarded cos i'd rather get to see a youth day celebration put up by teachers than to get to wear our own stuffs to school la. boo. :(
uploaded: ">youth day
we were asking toi to be our best dress for the class and mr tan was like "adeline.. just go la. ok? den i give you something to reward you for uh, representing the class la?" den i was like "give her a kiss!" and he was like "huh? a kiss? for what? ah ok la i don't mind, i also got nothing to lose." ahahaha!! the whole class started getting real loud and suany. mr tan actually said he didn't mind giving toi a kiss?! whaahhaa. after school, sham, toi and i went to changi airport.. we wanted to study.. but ended up wasting almost an hour on the journey itself, and another hour eating lunch at popeyes, and another 40 mins in the toilet snapping photos, and 30 mins on a pool game. we were left with what, 20 mins to study. -.- so unproductive, but had fun!

today went to j8 to study at cafe cartel with xueling. yay! i'm gonna get the cartel student privellege card. we had to spend $30 and above in a single receipt to get the card.. but we spent only $22.. boo. so we went around asking others if they've spent more than $30.. asked two families, but they both didn't spend that much. until this reeallly cute guy with his son came in and sat behind me. the guy was like in his late 20s or early 30s.. with spiked hair and a really nice tan! mann, too bad he has a son. boo. saw them eating alot of dishes so i wanted to ask him if he could gimme his receipt if he spent over $30.. but me and xueling didn't dare la, cos he looked too cute. ahahahha. we kept laughing and giggling and asking each other to approach him instead.. i swear we sounded like chipmunks giggling. anyhow, i kinda forgot the whole matter and let my shyness take over me. he and his son left and when i turned around, a waiter took the receipt he left on the table and crushed it so i quickly asked him to give it to me instead. hawhaw! what an ugly way to get a privelleged card, but whatever! the receipt would have gotten wasted even if i didn't take it. :D today's studying was more productive. heh.
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Friday, July 29, 2005 ; 11:16 PM

oh mann. i miss him and marina bay already. i wish we could like stay there forever.
watched Fantastic four at cine, den headed down to marina bay! supposed to study geog! again, ended up stoning. ahhh! just daydreaming and hearing music. how slack is that lah. we waited for the sun to go down and laid at the rocks finding stars. actually just staring at a blank black sky since singapore doesn't have much stars. but there were quite a few though. :) the wind, and the sound of the waves and the city lights. damn nice please! and there were practically no one there! tried finding jaslyn and i's personalised seat on the rocks but couldn't. :(

I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
so cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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; 12:04 PM

:))) yesterday's a nice day! i'm still not used to it though, after so long being, you know, yeah. and we were supposed to study at mr chua's house but we ended up stoning!.. for 2 whole hours without even realising it was that long.
had biology paper yesterday.. paper 1 was good but paper 2 wasn't! i didn't study about the fish and it came out in the questions, carrying alot of marks. yuck. but nevermind! :)
just got home. went to jog before coming back. i felt like some lunatic, the only one in the stadium jogging at 11.30am when the sun's right on top! damn hot laa. had maths paper 2 today.. it's quite alright! though i left one or two parts blank. heh. hope paper 2 pulls the marks up. hoho.

you're everything i know that
makes me believe i'm not alone. :)

replies.
glynis: haha ok.. exams coming and you're still going malaysia to shop! tskk. hugstight!
van: thanks. heh. all the best for your prelims too!
kim: i'm not bird! bird flew away already. heh. yeah darn! nonono. no goodbye for us! haha. still have prelims 2. still got hope!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005 ; 10:41 PM

lick lick lick ;
ok this is gonna be a very short one.
oh man. second day of the prelims. i think i'll do badly. first day, emath paper 1 and ss. it was pretty fine, just that i didn't have enough time to complete! emaths was tougher than i thought. :( byebye A1.
today, chem paper. arghh! i know nuts la. haha. had to 'tikum tikum' abit. but luckily the questions carry only like 1 or 2 marks each. heh.
kenny's dog is so cute. i want a dog too. she licks EVERYTHING she sees. don't think they really need to mop the floor anymore.
yay. nic's buying US chocolates! it's been ages since i ate choc. omg. that's cool.
physics and english paper 1 and 2 tomorrow. all the best to everyone! and to myself.

replies.
peishan: thanks! bighugs!
glynis: heh. next friday! can't wait. what's body glove bag? hmm. go city square at jb? haha dont really know though. good luck for your prelims!
adeline: thanks burger! misses!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Sunday, July 24, 2005 ; 8:09 PM

The Island is NICE! everyone should go watch it. :) scarlett johansson is so hot! (she looks like christina aguilera at the 'genie in the bottle' period) and ewan mcgregor's darn cool.
okay, prelim starts tomorrow! arrrghhhhh! i hope i don't flunk ss! ain't doing anything bout my emaths though, don't know how to prepare anyway. am aiming for an A1! for ss i'm already happy with like b4?! haha. i'm so dead. poo. okay, gotta mug! ciaos!

time is weighing heavy on my heart
seems i've got too much of it since we've been apart

glynis: hahaa sure man! okay okay. haven't heard your stories for ages. :)
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Saturday, July 23, 2005 ; 11:00 AM

had photo-taking yesterday in school. the photographers were like in such a rush to take that it was quite messy! hah. eek. hmm. went to changi airport to study after school.. it was quite productive! we had the worse luck man. we saw bus 53 drive off right before our eyes and 3 113s passed before the next 53 came. and when going home, we wanted to take 113 and none came, but 53 came! whoa man. anyways, studied from like 6 to 8 plus, before kenny and i went back. yay, kenny is so nice. hmm. it'll be better if i could stay longer cos the studying environment there was quite good. poo.

ahah i cabbed home from school before that, and found a purse in the cab.. it had ten over bucks, her ezlink card, other cards, and her house keys! poor girl, she must've been so worried and sad! saw her ezlink and i guess she's also from my school from her uniform.. so will be like returning to school on monday.. hoho. i'm so nice.
anyways, watching island later with fred! wooo. hope it's nice. gotta run. till then!

it's not that i can't live without you
it's just that i don't even wanna try

peishan: yeah thanks! i will. you take care too! :)
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Thursday, July 21, 2005 ; 3:39 PM

my life is brilliant; my love is pure.

now playing: james blunt- you're beautiful :)

quarter moon always makes me think of you
are you thinking of me too when you see it shine
it's kinda sad but i'm smiling imagine that
cause we were lucky to have what we had if only for a time
didn't we set the nights on fire?
did ever a flame burn any higher?
wasn't it so sweet, wasn't it, didn't we love?..

sigh, and now i'm back to square one.

i'm so tired i wanna sleep :(
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005 ; 5:58 PM

i'm addicted to gwen stefani's cool! (now playing)

yesterday's english prelim oral was good! had ms lim ming kiat and i didn't get much prompting. i only recall being prompted once. hoho! i just blurted out everything i could possibly imagine in the picture and conv. i hope i get at least a B but well better if it's A.. but i wouldn't know, actually. i was like so confident of myself during last year FYE's eng oral and i ended up with a friggin D?! stupid mrs cindy soon. her comments for me stated i used limited vocab in the convo. poo. oh well, but i know i did much better for convo this time. if only it was the real thing. eck.

my nose has been such a nuisance to me the past few days! recovered from my flu but still having a lil runny nose and i have to breath through my mouth the whole day. it's quite a chore.

dad and mom said if i scored 16 and below for this upcoming prelims, they'd buy me a zen micro! yayyy. my sister just bought herself a LIMEGREEN ipod and she's making me jealous. she gets to like listen to the music library of 780 songs which, me, myself and i, downloaded from scratch for the past 2 years, whereas i only get to listen to 40 songs at a time with my MD! poo. i'm too lazy to bring around a few cartridges luh. it's too inconvenient.
but 16 points is kinda tough cos it's like half my usual L1R5 score. :/ nvm, i can TRY! for the sake of my musikk. hah.

out to go jogging now to lose those 2 to 3 kg! yep, 2 to 3 is enough.. i don't wanna be too skinny either. ciaos!

don't look at me that way
it was an honest mistake ;
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Sunday, July 17, 2005 ; 1:36 PM

i think i've just adjusted my biological clock or something. yesterday i slept through the whole day.. was feeling so tired cos of the stupid flu.. yuck. had a slight fever, blocked nose and husky low voice (sexaye! hahaha, heck no). i woke up only during dinner time, and couldn't sleep till 4am in the morning! thankfully i had toi and sheila's company till then. just woke up half an hour ago, eeks. oh well. the flu bug's really getting around. my cousin came to my place yesterday and he also had the same symptoms i have. now jaslyn's got it too.

dad and mom's out to lunch with uncle and auntie at lei garden at orchard plaza or chijmes (famous for their shark fins)! i can't believe i actually didn't want to go because of fear of putting on more weight and that i needed to complete my homework since i slacked the whole day yesterday. right, dad had to tempt me by telling me they were having sharks fin and lobsters, not like i don't always get to eat them, but i love them! and i'm like at home eating home-cooked fried rice. how sad. hahaha. oh well. i've lost 2kg from starving myself yesterday! not really starving.. i just didn't have any appetite.. and my body's immune system's been fighting the flu virus inside, so more energy is used up, thus making it easier to lose weight. ahaha. what crap. anyway i better complete my homework. eww. till then!

will you still love me when i'm gone?
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Friday, July 15, 2005 ; 10:40 PM

had Os listening compre today.. how irritating. i made a change in my answer at the last minute, only to find out i changed my right answer to a wrong one! arghh. oh nevermind. after school jaslyn and i went to j8 to study at coffeebean! yay! had my sinful oreo cheesecake. did emaths homework but yeah, we ended up only like completing 5 sums. we walked around j8 and changed out of our uniforms into shorts and t-shirt, only to realise we looked a little too silly with our school shoes on. so we decided to wear our pinafore over and only take it off in the gym.. at that time, i was already having a cold and was too tired and lazy to even walk back to the toilet, so we did it right in the middle of the mall. jaslyn kept complaining about how stupid we looked, changing in public. but oh wells! we weren't exactly changing! just wearing over. tskk. ahaha. by the time we were about to leave j8 for the gym, we realised it was already 7.30.. i wondered where the time flew to. but anyway, we decided not to go anymore.

eeks. i'm down with a cold and sore throat. eeks. i can't swallow stuffs without feeling the sting in my throat and i can't stop sneezing. oh the darn weather.

Can you help me? Can you let me go?
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

replies.
toi: mao keng! yeah i wanna watch the island! yeah we'll shop after prelims!
van: ahah ok.. yup.. good luck for your prelims. eh some person la. you won't know who even if i tell. haha.
glynis: thanks! i will. yeah okie.
nicholas: haha, thanks. hope you did your best for lc too.
jaslyn: haha updated la. we'll do fast-paced shopping right after prelims!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005 ; 5:04 PM

sister's birthday party on monday night went quite well! there were more than 60 people who came and she was like running all around entertaining her friends and making sure everything's running smoothly, poorthing. aranda chalet's quite big, but it was so crowded that everyone had to elbow their way through to move.

during the party when me and my cousins were walking down to get blackjack cards from my cousin's car, something funny happened. it was pitch dark outside the chalet at the walkway, my sister's 2 friends just arrived and were walking towards the chalet towards us, and when we were around 10 metres away from her friends, her friends starting singing in an off-tune manner, going, "SHERINNAA..! HAPPYYYY BIRRRTHHDDDAAAYYYY....." until 2 metres away they stared at me and gave that "oh-shit-i-mistook-you-for-someone-else-and-now-i-look-like-a-fool!" face, and my cousins and i, and them, burst out laughing. ahaha..

many ppl were damn "on", they wore supa retro stuffs.. ahah. it was quite laughable, and my cousin pointed at one of the guys and said he could use that guy's clothes to borrow for his dad. ahah! wth! but all was well, my sis received alot of presents so she's a happy bday girl. her bday's tomorrow though.

yesterday, met marilyn and ruoling after school and we went to pasir ris park to cycle! it was SUPPOSED to be fun and i wanted to cycle for 2 hours, but, we reached pasir ris at 4 plus. put our bags at my sister's chalet and by the time we reached the bike shop, it was 5.10pm and the shop was gonna close at 6! darn! but we still rented the bicycles anyway. and if you thought that was worse enough.. marilyn couldn't cycle (so she was just learning), and ruoling rented rollerblades. so i had no one to cycle with. :( and i even promised to teach marilyn to cycle, so i had to stay by her to coach her. until 5.45pm, i decided to go for a cycle myself till 6pm. it was so cool ok. the park was practically DESERTED, maybe with just one or two people seen every 30 metres. ahha yes, that quiet! but it's cool! how many times can you get to cycle in a deserted park, as though you own the whole darn place, without having to stop or slow down to give way to people on foot or bikes blocking the way? i could cycle supa fast-paced and not worry bout crashing. ahaha! but i only had 15 minutes left to cycle luh! argh. nevermind, i wanna cycle soon again!

but after cycling we received bad news, my sister's chalet got broken into by the cleaners and some of her presents were stolen. wadahell. marilyn got so angry cus her birthday gift for my sis was stolen as well, and it was expensive lah! 200 plus (usual price was 400 odd)..! that thief ought to be punished! pfft. we rushed back to the chalet only to hear my poor sister whining over her loss. marilyn looked for the manager and started complaining of the poor security system and she looked darn fierce. scarryy. yep. had dinner with 3 of them and david at swensons (yay!) in whitesands.. reached home at 9.50pm.. just in time to watch deperate houswives season finale. woo. it's been centuries since i got home this late on a school day and in which i had to go school on the following day too. i'm supa tired now, still.

was supposed to have tuition today but malcolm apparently forgot to inform his other student about it so it was cancelled! tskk.. i rushed home from school for nothing. poo.

i'm so over you! :) whee!
'doh!

replies.
glynis: haha okay okay. we must go out after my exams too.
van: yeap! i will. how's your mugging? haha thanks.
kim: haha, but sajc and acjc will be as fun too what! hmmm. but i doubt i can even go there during the first 3 mths lah. haha cool. den we get all our friends too! yeah yeah! no more bird! bird gone. hee. i love you more!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Sunday, July 10, 2005 ; 3:10 PM

it's raining! awww. gonna be going to pasir ris later for my sister's birthday party at aranda! she's invited relatives, pri school friends, sec school, jc, and uni friends. imagine the crowd..
a rather boring day today.. i was supposed to play badminton with dad at plcc but the stupid cc called us only last night to apologise for having changes the last minute cos there was some taekwondo event going on. grr. i wanna play, now!

yesterday i actually managed to stay at home the whole day and not complain of boredom, and when i was supposed to meet darylyn and shyan at gardens to "study". ahah. wth. chinese oral was on thursday.. wasn't very good! the passage was easy but conversation was a flop! dang. my two examiners were china men, which was what freaked me out most cos obviously their expectations are gonna be higher! i was so nervous that even the examiners told me to relax and treat it as a normal conversation with a friend. yikes. but they were friendly though. they tried to joke and laugh to ease the tension. hoho.

hummm, i miss australia. i miss the donkeys. i miss cicerella. i miss the weather. :( prelim 1 is about 2 weeks away and the school's being such a pain in the ass la. they're including 50% of our prelim 1 results together with the 2nd prelims for the total points for first 3 mths jc admission thingy. eeks. that means lesser time to study and prepare. i'm so gonna die and kiss goodbye to my sajc/acjc dream if i don't start working hard now.
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Saturday, July 09, 2005 ; 1:25 PM

Break You- Marion Raven (now playing)
nice song! :)) this song lyric's not implying on anyone. just think it's rather true. heh.

I was your girl, gave you my world
My everything but you wouldn't see
I had your back, I backed you up
Whatever I did was never enough
Just you. You, that's all you ever thought about
You. You, No one matters like you do
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way?
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

The palm of your hand, that was your plan
Gave me no time but now you want mine
It's all about take, you took too much
Nothing inside, I'm all used up
Come on, you. You, nothing else matters like you do
You know what I'm talking bout don't you
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

On your one night stands (should've thought about that)
Says she's just a friend (should've thought about that)
Are you satisfied now? (should've thought about that)
Cause you can't hold me down
Not now. I wanna thank you cause now I'm free
I can breathe again and I'm never going back to you

replies.
glynis: yeah. :( time flies.
van: replied in your blog. :)
hazel: hey bf! i love you too! you silly wacko. :)
cheryl: i have lessons! ahha. the previous entry was on the day i was still having mission. :)
kim: yeah.. :( damn sad. we ought to spend this remaining 5 months happily. boo!
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005 ; 7:43 PM

haven't had lessons since last friday. it feels like the holidays all over again! had mission for the past two days. it has definitely taught me some lessons. yeap. we're all different individuals, and beauty matters only in the inside, not what lies on the outside. :) an ex-sjcian came on the first day to tell us about her experience dealing with drugs, and how she overcame the problem. she burst out crying cos she didn't share this with anyone and it took her courage to tell it out, so yep, it was sad. today, a lady in the mission team told us about her life story, which was awfully touching and a tear-jerker, that about one third or almost half the population of the hall cried, making me cry too. :( a few of us offered her a hug after hearing how tough her life has been ever since young, and i've come to realize how lucky and normal my life really is.

we had this reflecting session at the ending part where everybody gathered in a circle and the lady made us think back on the times in sjc, our first day in the school, our friends; how they've been there for us, how we've shared the bittersweet times, and how we took some for granted. and the stupid song in the background was the one that created the ambience, i couldn't help but shed some tears again when they told us we were only left with 5 months in sjc.. it was quite sad la.

after school, went with jaslyn to bugis village. hoho! we and our weird ideas. haven't been out with her for what seems like years. we didn't even hang out once during the june hols. bought a pair of hotpink plastic ear rings for the retro party, and an orange and white plastic bracelet from a shop in bugis st, and psst psst- the shopkeeper is darn cute laaaahh, he resembles JAY CHOU! (no, nic, not the same guy with the hearing aid, but EVEN HOTTER.) no kidding! me and jaslyn kept bargaining with him and his mom the price of the earrings and bracelet. hoho. managed to bargain a total of $1.10 for both. ahah. he's darn cute.

Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple, but we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me

replies.
van and peishan: yes! weirdos indeed! :/
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005 ; 4:13 PM

oh man. i'm feeling so guai recently. keep going home after school. something like home-sickness, just wanna be alone, me, myself, my computer, my tv, and my aircon. ahah. wth. didn't have lessons today.. had some mission talk by 2 brothers from novena church and a few others. it was ... okay, i should say. not too boring, and not fun either. boo. my mt oral's this thursday! i'm scared.

and i just realised what bestfriend told me is true.. don't keep hatred inside and you'll find it easier to let go. :) talking to you doesn't make me wanna make you regret anymore, and i'm cool about it cuz i've come to a point to realise that nothing i do would make you change your mind, and that love will find a way back if it was meant to be. you might have been a great lover then, and you might have made my happiest days, but everything's changed now and i've accepted that fact. i still love you, as a friend.
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Monday, July 04, 2005 ; 7:56 PM

shopping with bestfriend today! yay. i haven't shopped for ages. bought this limegreen off shoulder top.. nice! and a frilly white skirt with silver stripes, something that i normally wouldn't buy.. ahah. but i wanted to wear it for my sis's retro bday party this weekend so yeah. bought a new watch from the same place i bought my previous watch. haha it looks alot like some fossil watch. :D yep.

oh anyways. we met 3 weird people today. first one was in the mrt train. this indian man who was standing next to us kept staring at us smiling. i looked at him, and he still continued to STARED back smiling. so i told hazel and she looked at him. he looked at her and smiled again, keeping the eye contact. ahah! wth. no matter how long we stared back he still wouldn't look away. he ought to get a life. lol.

second person. at heeren outside old chang kee. was buying some chicken nuggets when zell went "JO! LOOK AT THAT GUY! HE'S WEARING A SKIRT!" a few in the crowd turned around to check him out too. omg. he was kinda tall and muscular and he wore this off-white straight-cut skirt and sashayed around town. GAY! now that's uncool.

the third person was some sales lady in far east from a store i bought my top from. her voice was supa husky me and zell could not figure out a word she was saying! lol. serious. it was that bad. yep. what weirdos. ahah.

but you will be fine
the sun again will shine on you
whatever you do
take your sweet sweet time
cos i'll be here when you change your mind

replies.
jaslyn: it feels good to be a year older right. i love you! -hugstighter
cheryl: yesyes miss lim. :) thank goodness i'm having ij mission tmr, no lessons. :D
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Sunday, July 03, 2005 ; 10:25 PM

JASLYN TURNS SIXTEEN TODAY!
happy birthday gurl! :)))
mmm. i'm so looking forward to shopping with bestfriend tomorrow. yay. i've got lots of things in mind to buy.. and my mom better gimme more cash. i'm so broke. i haven't completed my homework yet lah! or should i rephrase, i haven't even done my homework. played badminton with dad at noon today, and i swear i can never be any more tired just playing with him for merely an hour! i used to play with regina for even 3 hour plus. haha. okay okay, that's a sure thing cuz obviously my dad is a guy and he's bound to make me more tired playing with him. but it's fun and it's a challenge for me! he said i've improved. wee.
today's aviva finals. darn, i used to go to SIS to see the matches for the past 2 years but i didn't this time. (maybe it's a good thing this year i din go cos someone was there). dad wanted me to study instead of wasting time watching. boo. chen hong got defeated by taufik hidaya, poor guy, he used to be the winner for the yonex sunrise open. he looks like a plastic doll. lol.
oh man, when's manhunt again? kevin p is so cute lah!! jon and matt are cute but kevin is much cuter! -drools.

he's everything you want
he's everything you need
he's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
he says all the right things
at exactly the right time
but he means nothing to you
and you don't know why

van: yep! singles player.. :) she runs everywhere to get the ball la.
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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Saturday, July 02, 2005 ; 10:46 PM

yesterday was youth day cum be yourself day! we didn't have any youth day celebration, instead we got to wear our own clothes to school, which is so retarded cos i'd rather get to see a youth day celebration put up by teachers than to get to wear our own stuffs to school la. boo. :(
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we were asking toi to be our best dress for the class and mr tan was like "adeline.. just go la. ok? den i give you something to reward you for uh, representing the class la?" den i was like "give her a kiss!" and he was like "huh? a kiss? for what? ah ok la i don't mind, i also got nothing to lose." ahahaha!! the whole class started getting real loud and suany. mr tan actually said he didn't mind giving toi a kiss?! whaahhaa. after school, sham, toi and i went to changi airport.. we wanted to study.. but ended up wasting almost an hour on the journey itself, and another hour eating lunch at popeyes, and another 40 mins in the toilet snapping photos, and 30 mins on a pool game. we were left with what, 20 mins to study. -.- so unproductive, but had fun!

today went to j8 to study at cafe cartel with xueling. yay! i'm gonna get the cartel student privellege card. we had to spend $30 and above in a single receipt to get the card.. but we spent only $22.. boo. so we went around asking others if they've spent more than $30.. asked two families, but they both didn't spend that much. until this reeallly cute guy with his son came in and sat behind me. the guy was like in his late 20s or early 30s.. with spiked hair and a really nice tan! mann, too bad he has a son. boo. saw them eating alot of dishes so i wanted to ask him if he could gimme his receipt if he spent over $30.. but me and xueling didn't dare la, cos he looked too cute. ahahahha. we kept laughing and giggling and asking each other to approach him instead.. i swear we sounded like chipmunks giggling. anyhow, i kinda forgot the whole matter and let my shyness take over me. he and his son left and when i turned around, a waiter took the receipt he left on the table and crushed it so i quickly asked him to give it to me instead. hawhaw! what an ugly way to get a privelleged card, but whatever! the receipt would have gotten wasted even if i didn't take it. :D today's studying was more productive. heh.
xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y

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