_____________________tired.
Monday, July 31, 2006 ; 11:10 PM

the caught-giggling-in-the-toilet-by-brother-paul-and-made-to-pack-letters foursome, excluding fernie :(. haha well the picture tells all. our obsession with mirrors.

met jaslyn today! my old time shopper and bitching partner.. after 34793285175035 years! wohohh. shopped at.. heartland mall. lmao. sigh i rememeber the last time i saw her. met her on the bus coincidentally. and cried like a freak cus i hated school. i disliked my class. i disliked jc. but wells now's not the same. thank goodness! i like my class for now.

i'm tired and sleepy now.. sighs.

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________PTM
Saturday, July 29, 2006 ; 8:59 PM

hello. i am very bored now.. PTM today.. surprisingly lucy didn't say much to my parents! (: it was only when my mom asked about my performance in class, she said i was kinda slack in class. blah blah. anyways, check this out!

here's my dad's art piece. it states "CJC Parent/ Teacher Meeting, and the left person labelled "Joanna's Mom" and the right being "Joanna's Dad". haha joke. go figure. xD

even upon leaving the house, my dad tried to be funny by telling my mom: "aiya! forgot to bring paper bag." ahaha sheeesshhh.

and heard bad news. argh. arthur is NOT going to leave school... ): 1T34 will be behind him! ): okay i so needa study. but i've no drive to do so. haha kill me. i think i need a someone to slap me awake-- not literally. aiya. ):


xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________sham's bday
Wednesday, July 26, 2006 ; 7:04 PM

CANDID SHOT.
sham: everyone's supposed to kiss me!
(well look at everyone's reluctant faces hahaha hokay kidding)

happy birthday sham (:


You've come to say you want it all,
but I can't say I blame you now.
Sometimes you got to fall before you're found out.
Thanks for waiting this long to show yourself,
Because now that I can see you,
I don't think you're worth a second glance.

So much for all the promises you've made.
It served well and now you're gone
And they're wasted on me.
So much for your enduring sense of charm.
It served well and now you're gone
And it's wasted on me.

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________haha
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 ; 9:59 PM


new language.
5 years of friendship and this is what happens.
hahaha

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________steamboat @ marina south!
Sunday, July 16, 2006 ; 2:12 PM


last thurs.. bro paul caught toi rachell fernie chrissy and me in the toilet and michael tan made us serve some sorta detention.. had to fold papers and insert em into envelopes. there were like almost 10,000 of them all right. and i wouldn't be surprised it it was more. ha! caught for what? for giggling in the toilet when we should've been in class. so lame!

anyway, finally met up with bestfriend finally yesterday. walked around and all. then 4F REUNION LAST NIGHT! steamboat @ marina south.. not really a class gathering since it was only 9 of us.. wheeee. but i'm so glad we finally met up after months!(: it was fun nonetheless.


my favourite vegetable kangkong!

nehnehs sisters

allevus! i look pregnant, stupid top!

some workers offered a lift for us back to marina bay mrt and we all sat on the lorry for the first time! freaking cool la. super windy and they drove super fast too. ha! we were screaming like mad asses.

Nothing seems to matter anymore, why cant it be just like it was before?
I hate you for the person i've become; Take me back to where it all begun.

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________F for Failure.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006 ; 6:52 PM

i wish i were more hardworking, or maybe, smarter?

today isn't a good day at all.. spent half the day having on-and-off cryings like a mad ass ever since i got my GP paper.. i'm so disheartened by all my results. to the extent i've totally no motivation to study anymore... i only passed chinese? it's like shit bad. i've never done this horridly in exams in my life. i can't fail everything! i can't retain.... :( i know i have myself to blame, and i know that i did not put in my best, or should i say, not even 60% of my effort for this midyears.. but i feel like a failure already. haven't got back econs and geog, but i'm quite sure they're just gonna contribute to my collections of F grades..

i guess this is some kinda harsh wake-up call for me.

someone teach me to be happy and clever.

was so touched by tasha's motivation letter that it made me tear again.. and thanks to the lovely people in T34 today and others, who bothered consoling me and trying to cheer me up.. yall really really made me feel much better trying to make me laugh and stay positive.. you guys don't know how much it means to me. i love yall. <3

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________you could be my unintended choice.
Sunday, July 09, 2006 ; 10:10 PM

my sissy's 22nd birthday(: celebration at some japanese restaurant that name started with a 'K'.. at shaw centre.. nice nice! and we saw fiona xie dining there too.. she's damn pretty la.

well before that, project work over at fernie's house. was raining pigs and buffaloes and cows and chickens at my place.. wasn't very productive but we managed to sum up and complete our surveys. and i learnt that the pretty jester in The King And The Clown is daayyaaamn cute. and fernie said the show's sad! now i wanna catch it!

World Cup finals tonight. i haven't even done tomorrow's homework. doh!

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________would you be the star in my storybook life?
Saturday, July 08, 2006 ; 9:46 PM

thursday P.E was retarded. i was all set to run away halfway during P.E to avoid the crazy circuits jliu make us do, but i ended up completing everything. -.- except the last circuit where we ran 2 instead of 3 rounds lah. heck ha. runaway partner fernie didn't come so i partnered bailyn.. we were thinking of ways to run off during the first round of circuit but jliu was marking attendance! :( yup. tiring la. after awhile qibin partnered bay for running and i partnered henry.

after school, ate out with pet and songyao. first we went to far east ljs cos someone had craving for it. we ended up just crapping and not eating there. then decided to eat at level 3 chicken rice stall. but while walking there i heard lester and qibin, and yes, my class was at burger king! ha. then we headed to the chicken rice stall and fickle-minded us decided to go back to burger king to eat instead! haha we suck man. then later some left and it was left with qibin songyao lester pet and i.. omg qibin and songyao totally crapped! but hearing them argue was super duper funny! me and pet were giggling and curling like retarded worms.. then stupid songyao left as though in a hurry to go somewhere. and he left for what? to go home play dota. -.- SHEESH. anyways then we walked over to wheelock cos wanted to see some stuff in Apple then went home.

on friday, out with the class people.. xiangli bailyn arthur christine henry and toi. we had lunch at scotts crystal jade. finally! weekends nearing. all of us had xiao long bao! freaking nice!! the last time i had that was probably last year.. henry and I shared a stupid mango pudding which was so small and puny with fruits around it that cost 7 bucks. crystal jade cheaters. :(

xiangli's extra-extra-extra-chocolatey macs chocolate sundae! looks a lil like poopie :/

then ryan met us at lucky plaza, and we stoned for a little too long thinking of where to go.. i felt like going to sim lim sq to search for ipod accessories so toi and i left. then we decided not to go anymore and bought books in borders. haha reading is fun! especially those scary stories that keep you in suspense.. bought this stephen king book. met the class again and walked around before heading to ps.. toi and i were feeling rather tired and bored with life. we walked around again before heading back home. haa.

todayyy had tuition. then went to town and got myself a bikini set in topshop! wheee. damn nice la. not like i'm a frequent tanner or have a good body, but my sis suggested tanning tmr so well why not..
anyway, i think brother paul rocks. he's letting us stay up to watch the World Cup finals on sunday night and so we can go to school at 9am on monday! cool or what.

So do we dare now raise our voices loud?
We're searching for something that cannot be found.

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________shoppings.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 ; 1:26 PM

hello world. i'm feeling much better now. thank you for those who asked about my insanity last night like toi yenkiat arthur joleen lester and blah blah.

on sunday met pet in the late afternoon! i was freaking bored and home. some were sick and fernie had to go out with her aunt. so pet was free and i dragged her out! haha. we met at j8 and got bored walking there. so we went to town to shop around..

monday, youth dayy. out with songyao and pet. okay, so it was supposed to be that way. but we met kiat, and songyao pangsehed us to play lan! haa. okay not really pangseh. we told him to go off with kiat. but owell. then he said he felt like watching movie after lanning and asked us to get tickets for him first. so we went to The Cathay to get tickets for just my luck. but only left first row. then we went back to ps, and it was selling fast also left with first row. poots. so nevermind didn't watch in the end.. pet and i took a bus down to marina square and checked out the timings there. also left with first row seats! and worse of all it was only 3 metres away from the screen! ahah that's crazy.. then we felt like eating popcorns.. damn lame we bought popcorns and walked around eating. hilarious. haha. who ever does that? oh oh yes, i bought a light blue denim jacket in Mango! used to be $75 bucks but i bought it for $35. hahaa. like 50% off lah. <3 !

yesterday was first day of school. nothing much happened but i'm pretty satisfied with my class seatings now! finally me and toi aren't sitting at the first row! haha. toi wasn't feeling well so she went home at 10am. after school, class went lunch. namely qibin henry lester rongcheng randall ryan serene and that the-one-who-never-fails-to-irritate. wasted abit of time deciding on where to eat cos some wanted sakae and some wanted far east chicken rice.. finally agreed to go thai expressed. toi came cos she felt better already. then some went back to school, some went peninsular plaza, and me toi henry and ryan went marina square. toi wanted to! that place is like getting really boring now since i've been going there. then henry and ryan went off after awhile and toi and i continued shopping. blah. boring life i have. haha.

skipped school today. mom was being much better now.. 7 people in my class didn't go. and 9 including arthur and randall. hahah better get mc. alright i gotta go polyclinic now. ciao!

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________SHUT THE FUCK UP
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 ; 9:09 PM

SHUT UP AND EFF OFF.

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you! i am angry enough these days and you just have to add on to it! stop mentioning small stupid stuffs and stop being so unreasonable!!

and recently i'm super turned off by people with attitude. hello? i try to be nice only to get lousy and retarded reactions. it's just pissing me off more and i think i shouldn't really bother being so nice to you all anyway. i don't think i shall even try tolerating anymore. everytime i tell myself there's sure the better side of the person. i thought i saw it in them but these few days they just can't stop irritating the shit outta me. so, what's the use trying? disgusting.

on a lighter note, some of my friends are great. i have totally no mood to blog about what has happened these few days but yes outings' been great.

i think i'm being totally emo now but heck it. this is so dumb. i think i'm being my own problem.. but my PMS will end soon.

BYE.

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y



_____________________boring saturday.
Saturday, July 01, 2006 ; 8:51 PM

today's been a boring day. went fer tuition then headed to j8 to get some stuffs. then went home for dinner. sukiyaki! damn nice please. dad invited my relatives over too.. hmm now slacking here. toi and some ppl wanted to watch tonight's soccer together but mom doesn't like the idea. grrr. ok i ain't even interested in soccer but today's draw sounds exciting.. probably gg to david's house with sis to watch instead. hmmm.

i miss chij uniform. i wanna wear it out la. lol. MONDAY!

xoxo -

Y Y Y Y Y




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