_____________________rain rain, go away..
Saturday, January 13, 2007 ; 11:40 PM

i miss last year. sigh.

apologies for the so-called hiatus. not really in the mood to blog about my quite-sad-life, yet. many many pics yet to upload though! @gothampenthouse, @dxo, @phunkbar, @ministryofsound.
i so need happy pills or endorphins. even chocolates ain't enough now. pfft.
i miss rachell, lester, qibin, charmaine, bailyn, xiangli, ryan, arthur, randall, even themis. actually i miss everyone in 1T34 2006. i miss fernie, i miss pet, i miss songyao, i miss so many others like maybe celine, james, kiat, etc etc. it's so depressing that we can't study and hang out together as often as we could. if i only had 5 more marks for geog. 5 stupid marks. no, maybe just 2 more marks, plus level moderation, i would've made it. ohwell, shuddup jo. too late for regretting.

orientation genesis was kinda fun for the newcomers i suppose. but it was definitely a nightmare for all the retainees. i'm glad it's all over now. made some friends who're really quite nice.. but it's still different la.
least i'm not alone in this nightmare. but then it's still quite sad.

had a emo day-out with chrissy when we ponned one of the days. not so emo after all! camwhored and met up with some of 2T34 people! went down to ryan's friend's shop near bugis, and walked at bugis too. dayout with lots of laughter. wheee. then there was thursday after school where chriss, lester, ryan, arthur and i went down to suntec to walk and eat and just pass time. then there was yesterday night's bbq gathering at chrissy's house together with 2T34 people again! i don't remember smiling so much this year if not only around my ex classmates. though we weren't blessed with good weather, it was filled with fun, laughter, farts & silly jokes. me and toi's chaotah cannot-make-it marshmallows on mini toothpicks and plastic spoons, the crazy number of umbrellas needed to cover the bbq fire, building of the shelter which did not work, chriss getting all high and mad, etc. haha! oh well. one of the happier days of 2007 worth recalling.


anyway. songs by boys like girls are the ultimate earcandies man. ;)

Today's a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines, I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation for what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out, maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer, do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder and I said, your eyes are the brightest of all the colours
I don't wanna ever love another, you'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain and bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road, tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Today I'm on my own, I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass and longing for the breeze
I need to step outside just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out, maybe theres a way out

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope, I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning, let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain.

xoxo -

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