_____________________but it's just the price i pay, destiny is calling me.
Saturday, January 27, 2007 ; 12:22 PM
"I was just watching a news report on lung cancer & I suddenly feel very angry. On that report there were parents & wives & relatives crying because they lost their familes to lung cancer or are helping them fight it.
& then I think of all the selfish teenagers now who smoke their lungs out simply because they "can't help it" or because its "cool" or because they enjoy it, or because they are too upset in life so they have to resort to smoking."
quoted from sheila's blog! how true! arghs.
anyway. life's been so-so.. the only thing that perks me up and brings me out of reality is toi's goofyness. the different slangs of "chiilll", "mop", "nancy" and what nots. heh. i think she is seriously worse than me now!
school days end at like 5pm, or if not 4pm, if not, 1pm but with hockey trainings (so still end at 6.30pm anyway). thursday is my only slack day when i end at 2pm or 3pm (and that's not even early). hah. i wanna catch so many movies but i dont have the time to.. and watching movies on weekends are so not worth it..
thursday, went to town with classmates to far east.. emily, wanli and jodie. took pictures for the first time with them! haha. then, met up with lester, arthur and joel.. just sitting down and chatting up with them makes me contented. poooo. i really miss the J2s.
yesterday training under rain again, but i think we're all used to that already. turned up a lil late. preena, toi and i went to sneak a peek at the dance auditions. there was this guy who was, quite interesting i must say. haha.. speaking of training, the j1 girls are all very nice.
had an interesting chat in the bus on the way to town with mr jonatan tan, aka T34 last year's chem teacher for half a year, and aka my current form teacher. toi and i were bitching to him about teachers, and venting to him about school and how it has changed. how the teachers were lousier for my batch compared to last year's. :( he said T34 was a very special class to have all the higher ranks in the subject deparments being the teachers. i very much think so too! we had mr leong for econs, mrs felicia koh for maths, and mrs sandra tan for chem. that's like the ultimate ideal-teachers package luh! hah owell. but mr tan is really a nice teacher! felt very comfortable chatting to him like friends. then headed to town for dinner with preena and arthur. then walked around before going home.
today i'm gonna be a good girl and stay at home! haha. okay. just so not in the mood for going out. all i do is spend more money! which is a no-no. i've yet to even wear out 5 new tops/ dress that i got from sprees online recently. and i wanna perm half of my hair. i think i've almost made up my mind. i'm seriously bored of my hair.
& then I think of all the selfish teenagers now who smoke their lungs out simply because they "can't help it" or because its "cool" or because they enjoy it, or because they are too upset in life so they have to resort to smoking."
quoted from sheila's blog! how true! arghs.
anyway. life's been so-so.. the only thing that perks me up and brings me out of reality is toi's goofyness. the different slangs of "chiilll", "mop", "nancy" and what nots. heh. i think she is seriously worse than me now!
school days end at like 5pm, or if not 4pm, if not, 1pm but with hockey trainings (so still end at 6.30pm anyway). thursday is my only slack day when i end at 2pm or 3pm (and that's not even early). hah. i wanna catch so many movies but i dont have the time to.. and watching movies on weekends are so not worth it..
thursday, went to town with classmates to far east.. emily, wanli and jodie. took pictures for the first time with them! haha. then, met up with lester, arthur and joel.. just sitting down and chatting up with them makes me contented. poooo. i really miss the J2s.
yesterday training under rain again, but i think we're all used to that already. turned up a lil late. preena, toi and i went to sneak a peek at the dance auditions. there was this guy who was, quite interesting i must say. haha.. speaking of training, the j1 girls are all very nice.
had an interesting chat in the bus on the way to town with mr jonatan tan, aka T34 last year's chem teacher for half a year, and aka my current form teacher. toi and i were bitching to him about teachers, and venting to him about school and how it has changed. how the teachers were lousier for my batch compared to last year's. :( he said T34 was a very special class to have all the higher ranks in the subject deparments being the teachers. i very much think so too! we had mr leong for econs, mrs felicia koh for maths, and mrs sandra tan for chem. that's like the ultimate ideal-teachers package luh! hah owell. but mr tan is really a nice teacher! felt very comfortable chatting to him like friends. then headed to town for dinner with preena and arthur. then walked around before going home.
today i'm gonna be a good girl and stay at home! haha. okay. just so not in the mood for going out. all i do is spend more money! which is a no-no. i've yet to even wear out 5 new tops/ dress that i got from sprees online recently. and i wanna perm half of my hair. i think i've almost made up my mind. i'm seriously bored of my hair.
IG33
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