_____________________sup papers ?!
Saturday, November 18, 2006 ; 1:51 PM
sup papers have ended 2 days ago, and i think i'm regretting not putting in more again! arghs. it was even harder than in promos. and to think i had more confidence in doing well for promos than for my sup papers.. so that means goodgame for me. no more T34 for me. sigh.
anyway, here's many many thanks to the nicest people ever, who studied with me so many times even though they do not have to take those sup papers..
qibin, lester, songyao, THANK YOU! your presence and moral support were enough. thanks
qibin &
songyao for lending me your math file & TYS, and for waking up stupidly early in the morning to study at tp library with me! (: thank you
lester for just being there to make sure i study! thank you
celine for offering your whole stack of math tutorials! thank you
ivan for including me in your prayers and for your luck, plus big thank-yous to
toi, fernie, xiling, hazel, yenkiat, xiangli, arthur, bay, and others, for the luck and encouragements! and not forgetting
ryan, chrissy, and
shiting, all sufferring together, encouraging each other all the way.! haven't talked to
junhoe though. hah. so sad to say this, but i know i'm done here. results for sup papers will be out in 2 days, and i know i have done horrendously bad.. so bad i'm gonna fail for sure. so bad i'm gonna have to appeal to revisit j1 again.. well well. guess it was a waste of time. i should've just put in 100% effort, or just put in nothing at all. ):
celebrated
toi's birthday on 14th.. sorry for the short one but we'll be celebrating it again! sup papers had to just fall 2 days after the bday. ): pics will be up soon. but anyways, we had a back-to-school party. wore back our ij uniforms and we looked like overgrown happy kids, as quoted from
ninny. hah. went home around the evening and dad picked me and
nic up from ps. did some catching up with
nic! been long since we actually chatted bout our lives la. (:
yup nothing much more. i still feel very depressed about the sup papers. like what my sister had said, that paper was like the final chance to determine whether i'm gonna waste a year or not. booo. i never thought retaining would be an option for me.. guess this time i'm really learning my lesson. ohwells. just reflecting. i know there's no point thinking about it already cause it's done and nothing can change that. i just hate accepting failure. i hate thinking how my next new class will be like; i know it will not be comparable with T34 for sure. i hate thinking who i'm going to mix around with next year; i know it will not be comparable to the friends i hangout with now. whatever happens, i don't know, i try to tell myself maybe my new route is for the better of me.
just as i'm starting to enjoying my ride, i'm forced to leave. ):
xoxo -
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