_____________________F for Failure.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006 ; 6:52 PM
i wish i were more hardworking, or maybe, smarter?
today isn't a good day at all.. spent half the day having on-and-off cryings like a mad ass ever since i got my GP paper.. i'm so disheartened by all my results. to the extent i've totally no motivation to study anymore... i only passed chinese? it's like shit bad. i've never done this horridly in exams in my life. i can't fail everything! i can't retain.... :( i know i have myself to blame, and i know that i did not put in my best, or should i say, not even 60% of my effort for this midyears.. but i feel like a failure already. haven't got back econs and geog, but i'm quite sure they're just gonna contribute to my collections of F grades..
i guess this is some kinda harsh wake-up call for me.
someone teach me to be happy and clever.
was so touched by tasha's motivation letter that it made me tear again.. and thanks to the lovely people in T34 today and others, who bothered consoling me and trying to cheer me up.. yall really really made me feel much better trying to make me laugh and stay positive.. you guys don't know how much it means to me. i love yall. <3
xoxo -
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