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Friday, June 16, 2006 ; 12:00 AM

went for geog consultation in the morning with rachell and sara.. we were supposed to meet mr lester low at 10am but only reached school altogether at 10.40am. hoho retarded. but it was a productive session. we sucked at geog, especially rachell and i! we didn't even know what plate tectonics really is and how the formation of volcanoes differ from the formation of mountains. haha how much worse can that get! oh oh and we got to know bout this funny term, whereby one can die instantly when covered in a floating layer of poisonous gas mixed with the ashes and rocks of a volcanic eruption moving as fast as 120km/hr. the layer just burns you instantly and casts you into a solid stone. omggg. like some action blockbuster film!

after geog rachell and i shopped around town for awhile before heading to ps for the supposed class outing. lester got quite pissed off cos of the people who decided not to go for the outing only at the last minute so he just cancelled it. but he was with fernie so we both just met them. rachell went off after awhile and we had lunch before heading to bugis! shop shop shop! i reserved a couple of tops. shucks i'm super spendthrift. rah.

fern and me at bugis junction. i swear we were bold enough to take snaps infront of the big crowds. :p

after bugis, met up with the MI gang, namely toi sham kenghee lowyon and glenn! yepyeps. studied for a while before getting chased out by yoshinoya's auntie. hmm. then the guys went to eat and all headed home.

i'm really tired now. didn't sleep that much last night. sigh. oh yes billy and i watched Cars at j8 then he came to stayover to study last night. yes shan't go into details cos he's an ass. even harder to wake up than me. pig man. ha. okay. and tomorrow there's supposed to be some kind of friendly match with SJI but me and pet are still deciding on whether to go or not... haha we suck la we can't make up our mind despite discussing it for an hour!

something else i got to know bout myself today. i'm super weird cos reverse psychology definitely works for me? sucks right. always wanting things that i can't have.. and not wanting the things that are easier to get. it's so dumb but i can't help myself from feeling this way. this TERRI understands best! ;) sorry everyone for moodswinging these few days. only happens when i'm tired or stressed over an issue, sometimes happens even without a reason. but nevermind i can get over it. tonight something spoilt my mood and lowered my confidence level, but i think i'm thinking a little too much..

once again, here saying i love my friends. i think they make me happy the most and sometimes i take advantage of the fact that i have great friends. i always feel so much warmth around them, and nothing can replace that feeling. and even around our crushes, they bring you the greatest state of high, in fact sometimes you may even feel happier with them than around your friends, but how long can this happiness and feeling last? how constant will they be in making you feel loved? well, been there, done that. what for be so disturbed and affected by someone you like whom have made you real happy once, but hurt you real bad twice?

alright. ah well. easier said than done?

okay i'm talking too much! gonna see what's on tv now. ciaos.


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