_____________________The Perfect Ending.
Thursday, May 11, 2006 ; 10:21 PM

cjc badm girls are out already. yupp. lost to mjc that day. but it was a tough fight and good game i suppose. i guess there won't be a girls team anymore.. since there's like only 3 to 4 j1s.. and the j2s have already stopped cca to concentrate on their Alevels. quite sad la, when the girls team starts to get more bonded, it just has to close down. but, cj boys won once again! 5-0 to MI. haa. (: their down to top 8. we're so gonna see their final matches.

i don't know, and what ryan said is true. it's so unfair for jliu to make us sign a contract to prove that we promise to go for all trainings and morning runs, still attend cca for a short while even though you aren't feeling well that day, and provide proper mc if we really aren't well--- before competition. that's reasonable, but what now? competition has ended.. we all don't even know what's gonna happen to the girls team. i just thought of it and i really wonder to myself what's the use of us J1s going for so many of the trainings yet knowing badminton girls has 90% chance of closing down after competition ends? well, i guess for the love of the sport accompanied by great teammates. it's a pity it has to end like that. although i don't play well, i look forward to trainings or every time spent with the team. but, is it fair? they told us to get a substitute cca (yes we did), but so does that mean our efforts and hardwork in trainings have gone to waste? does that mean our attendance in badminton (3 trainings a week and morning runs on non-training days) have become nothing? are we still considered to have badminton as one of our cca in our cca record by the end of the year?

had my first vball cca training yesterday.. it was alright cos at least toi was with me! made 4 to 6 friends which are damn nice, but the rest are urm, shan't comment.. i don't know. all i know is the vball girls together doesn't feel like a team. not at all. yesterday made me realise how much i miss badminton. how much cooler and bonded the badm girls team are, and how much more fun the sport is. :( my hand has bruises all over! yikes. went home with serene and boy did we talked about many ppl. ahah.

todayyy, skipped school cos it was sports carnival and i wasn't involved in anything anyway. met ryan at parkway parade.. he too skipped. heh heh. tried to study at mos but failed horribly. okay i did read thru econs and attempted a math question in which i got stuck halfway. ah i suck la. we talked about badminton stuffs and all. haha funny shit la. ryan used to gimme the worse impression in my class, as an unfriendly stoner! and now he's like friendly and nice and he knows ppl like chinabird. -sniggers. i can't believe he was in the national badminton junior squad. ah well... what a waste he didn't continue to the youth squad. then he went off for training and i took bus down to sengkang to get mc from polyclinic and collect olevel cert with clique.. ended up all not going cos mr tan said the administrator went home and he doesn't know where our certs are kept. sigh! met sham at the polyclinic anyways! (: which was kind of uncalled for.

went back home by evening and went to The Pines club with dad and mom! used to gym with mom while dad went to swim.. haha the gym had no one lah. i shall go there often! it's free usage for me anyways. jogged 4km non-stop! yes i know some would think it's no big fat deal but it's an accomplishment for me cos i used to be a loser and get tired and all by 2.4km.. haha and this time by 4km i still felt great. jogged a total of 5km. yay. i know jogging on treadmills are less tiring than on track though.. guess that's bout it.. playing badminton with my dad tmr morning! hoho. till thenn.

Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too,
all of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way that I say I need You

This is the way that I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

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