_____________________friendlies with sji
Friday, March 31, 2006 ; 11:15 PM
Why do you see, why do you see
Why do you see right through me..school as usual. had two hours of break today. haha. me christine fernie charmaine sara and tasha were having a great time in the canteen laughing and bitching (not really bitching, just exchanging opinions haha), and telling each other who looks like what animal. how lame but nevermind.
rushed down to tampines sports hall after school with a few teammates, and had friendly match with sji boys. i could say, sji boys thrashed cjc girls. petrina and i played 2 doubles matches against 2 different sji pairs. almost won one with 11-15 okay. the rest of the points are too lousy to mention. haha. yeah, you get the picture. cjc badm boys rock la. they play damn well! i love seeing their matches. haha. goodness. after matches the whole team tgt with mr liu and the coach went for dinner at tampines mall. it was supposed to be at pasta mania but went to a-jisen-ramen (spell?) cus pasta mania were packed with people. i'd have prefered marina south! yeah anyway that's about it.
just got home awhile ago from the dinner.. i'm tired. novena church tmr with jaslyn i think. been ages since i went there..
roar. post mentrual syndrome i suppose. :( yes... blame it on hormones. haha.. i hate this emptiness inside of me. :( why is it so hard to speak up to that someone..? it just seems almost impossible. sigh. if anyone realises, the bold phrases in all my entries aren't just song lyrics i pick out from random songs, but they relate closely to my feelings. i hate this feeling. i hate it when i feel i ain't able to say or do what i want. i just don't know how to.
someday we'll know if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know why the sky is blue
someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you..when things don't turn out the way i want them to, i shouldn't be discouraged. i believe God has bigger plans in store for me (:
xoxo -
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