_____________________letting go.
Monday, January 02, 2006 ; 11:02 AM
"Losing someone you love in a break-up is much like losing them through death. To heal, you need to work through the same emotions- from denial, anger, and grief, to acceptance. Painful as this may be, these emotions are what prompt the philosophical questions you must process to get on with life. The fear of being left alone, for example, can make you ask yourself if you're able to live on your own, and help you take practical steps to finding a place or someone to share it with. To move on successfully, you need to look at both your partner and the relationship in a realistic light, acknowledging positives and negatives. If your partner has hurt you and you've tried ways to resolve the problem but still nothing works, you're much better off without your partner."
got this from my diary, taken from a paragraph i quoted in an aussie mag i bought some time ago in australia. hmmmm.
got up early morning at 8. played badminton with dad and cousins at hougang sports hall. mmm game was quite slack since we played doubles and we only had the court for an hour. still didn't feel tired at 9 so went to serangoon stadium to run. wooo. cityhall later at 3 with ryl and matt. am gonna get my newmaleurban bag! i haven't decided on the darn colour.
limegreen/ pink bag, wait forr mmeeee!i read through my diary last night and it makes me feel sad. it's every little thing that happened last year, every single detail that i noted down in the diary; makes me feel like continuing where i left off. life's so monotonous now. i miss the fast-paced life; from getting angsty and irritated about boys' loser attitude, to going crazy and love-struck about the little things. if i were to continue my diary, it wouldn't be as interesting to read anymore.
anyway, the current eyecandy's being really nice now, but i think he's nice to everyone, and that's sad cos then i'm not as special. and he doesn't even know how i feel. well well, don't even plan to tell or do anything. anyway school's tmr and we're all going to different co-ed schools. things will then be different. so, oh wells. ):
yes school starts tomorrow. it's weird. very very weird. be at clementi/ jurong by 7.15am...
xoxo -
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