_____________________CHINABLACK!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 ; 6:54 PM

haven't been blogging for quite some time.
i'm finally sweet sixteen! thanks for all the wishes. :) okay the guys celebrated it for me on friday during the stayover at nat's house. had some mini carnival (really mini), and had an oreo cheesecake birthday cake! plus steamboat! it's nice to be able to just sit down in a circle eating and talking. lol. anyways. there's still things i wanna get by the new year!
-iPod Video
-Levis 593 jeans
-That brownish green crumpler bag
-The Adidas slim cut shoe

Flicks at Chinablack yesterday. worked morning shift first so went home and then to toi's house first before going there.. reached bout 10pm and there was already a huugggee crowd of teens. ooh music was good! there was [pink's get the party started/ just like a pill], [madonna's hung up], [black eyed peas' my humps], [britney and madonna's me against the music], [gwen stefani's can i have it like that/ rich girl/ hollaback girl], [nelly's hot in here], [kelis' milkshake], [jamelia's superstar], [linkin park's numb], [jlo's get right].. and much more. i can't think of any other music nice enough to dance to other than those that were played last night! besides britney's toxic which wasn't played. nat and nic went off at about half past midnight, and toi went off at about 2am. sham and friends went off about 2 plus.

qi and i stayed all the way till it was over. it was fun laa, just being retarded and dancing like freaks the whole night. we still enjoyed ourselves. qi and i went up to the centre stage cos there was space. it was much better up there cos got more air ventilation please. and 3 golden haired monkeys started dancing with us. didn't see their faces until the whole thing was over. eek. one even had a short ponytail. wth. qi and i danced facing each other, and one danced behind qi, one behind me. they started joining both their hands around us and we were practically squashed up. after awhile we went back to the seats for a rest and never went back up the stage. lol. i've got a blister near my toe! stupid heels. so we decided to go barefooted.

but it was overall nice luh! the mood was there and all. too bad there weren't alcohol. after that, we cabbed off, qi went home while i went to toi's house. not long later we just went to sleep. supa tired after clubbing.

we both woke up at like 1pm.. found out something terribly sad. :( of course toi is more affected, but seeing it makes me sad too. went to paragon to hand in a photocopy of our ic to the supervisor.. oh i didn't mention, i'm not a giftwrapper anymore. got changed to a starcard ambassador. i think it's more fun la. ha. 31 cards applied on my first day for morning shift.

my knee joints and thighs hurt. >:( i don't know why. either rhumetism (whatever the spelling is!) for bathing late at night and sleeping immediately with the air-con on, or muscle cramps from i don't know what physically straneous thing i did last night. :/ grr.

the holidays are coming to an end! :(

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope it gets better as we go
And tonight it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love ;

xoxo -

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