_____________________prelim results suck big time. ):
Monday, October 03, 2005 ; 4:22 PM
prelim results were out today and i did crap..
my mood is so lousy now. the only subject i'm satisfied with is my A2 emaths.. i can't even get any A1s... the rest are all Bs and Cs.. and the two subjects that pulled me to rock bottom is bloody amaths and ss/geog.. F9 for amaths and E8 for ss/geog..... crap... i have only one humanities subject and i can't afford to screw it up... arghh. geog sucks big time. i wonder why i ever chose to do that combination.. where got mood to study like this. i don't know how to study for geog to score, or to even just pass.. :( geog sucks. the teachers who mark the geog papers are out there to kill us. come on, i wrote half a page long of answers for a 5 mark question and i only get 1 mark? i wrote down all the correct points but just that didn't elaborate! sheeeesh. dumb geog is doing injustice to me.
anyway, maybe i don't wanna go to sajc anymore. gosh. everyone wants to go there.. seems like the whole world is aiming for there.... what so great about there? it's just the uniform..... well nyjc is fine, ajc is fine too. it need not be sajc. moreover sajc has its own affiliations.. schools like st andrews, st hilda's, presbyterian high and st margs can get in with 2 points bonus, while we guys have to work extra hard just to get in there. not really worth the hard work right? might as well go into a jc where there isn't any affiliations so everyone in there has put in the same amount of effort as you and deserves to be in there as much as you.
gahh. my hopes and motivation to even get into a decent jc for the real intake in march is like 0.000001%.. this prelim has really made my confidence level drop a hell lot. not only have i let my mom down, but also myself.. i'm hopeless.
baby, don't talk to me about love.
xoxo -
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