_____________________study session at parkway and serene ctr.. and FCBC!
Sunday, September 25, 2005 ; 9:29 PM

studied yesterday with sham at parkway parade! i went all the way there for her sake! hmmm. hahaha nah okay i wanted to anyway. studied at mos burger at first.. was quite productive.. den we got asked to not study after 2 to 3 hours, so we went off to the food court! yes, that's how desperate we were. ahah! no one could chase us off there.. den went over to sham's church (faith community baptist church) around 6.. the talk was quite good and encouraging..

studied in macs at serene centre at bukit timah today with matthew and sheryl.. cos it was like in the middle of our both houses.. haha matthew was darn retarded i swear. and it was funny how sheryl and i kept trying to kajiao him. first we took his slipper and i threw it right next to the table of a group of EX-MGS girls and current acjcians i think. made him go over to retrieve it himself. wahahh. den we sent a msg on his phone to his own phone and changed his no to someone else's.. shan't go into details. it was funny la. looking at his lame face expressions and hearing sheryl cooing with laughter. hur. study was kinda alright. stupid matt made me and sheryl go the wrong direction to take bus, and we ended up walking so long and just missing the bus when we finally reached the bus stop! cabbed down to bishan and she went to meet her mom while i changed bus to meet family at serangoon gardens to eat sushi tei. yum!

something awkward happened there. i was early so i got 5 seats for my family first. studied by myself before they came. den family came, and there was this waiter who served us.. he was like around his 20s.. and my sis's bf realised his fly was undone! oh gosh. he was taking orders and it was weird cos his pants was black and his undies were white. ahha. so it's kinda obvious?! damn weird. so my sis's bf decided to go tell him. and he never came back to serve us or take our orders anymore. hah. he must've been too embarassed. gosh.

school as per usual tomorrow. prelim results gonna be out this week. doh..

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane All I can say is

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

nice song! not referring to anyone. just has nice lyrics. (:

replies.
xinjie: yes! i miss those times when gf clan still existed. so funn. those innocent fun we had. and i remember how we bought alcohol and went your house or toi's house (i think) to drink. and you got so crazy you couldn't stop laughing! aww. those vivid memories. and the ecp outing which was supposed to be a class outing but turned out like a group outing or gf clan outing instead.. haha.. we should have a gathering. oh dear. ahha.
merelda: ahh yes. it was tough! i'm so dreading this week. anyway, we shouldn't be disheartened yet. we'll do much better for Os!(: studdyy.
glynis: yepp! :( so sad. hmmm. we'll go out after my Os! ahha. keep dragging. poo. lovee!

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