_____________________prelims OVER! STEVEN LIM the eyebrow plucker.
Friday, September 23, 2005 ; 9:46 PM

the prelims are finally over today! and my comp's finally back to normal.. thanks to my dad's friend who repairs comp, and to me for fixing and installing back my modem, teehee. anyways, goodness, i've turned into a no-lifer within the past 3 weeks. i've not stepped into town for ages (until only ytd), and haven't caught a movie ever since i-don't-know-when. what a sad life i lead, maybe just like any Olevel takers.. pimples are popping out. sheesh. olevels are like in a month!! gonna be updating much less..

went town with toi yesterday for some little shopping. hoho. didn't have school because didn't have any papers that day.. and the next paper we have is science practical so there's nothing we could study anyways. bought a top from hula&co.. wanna get more of those, i like the cutting and colours. heh. that steven lim guy (sg idol underwear man!) approached me and toi to pluck eyesbrows again.. we were like nonono it's okay and he went, "okay nevermind, come back here later if you decide to. byebye cute girls!" goodness! anyway this makes the third time he's approached me. first with zell, den with jaslyn, now with toi. hmmmmm.

today was fun fun fun. started off the morning with phy/chem prac.. titration came out.. which was a total shock for us cus the pure chem girls got titration too, and it's quite strange we got it as well. physics was the pendulum thingy. all went well..

but fun only began in the afternoon. went ice skating at fuji ice palace with the peeps.. yep, all the way at jurong. nic, sheila, ninny, qi, sham, toi and i.. only nat and becky weren't there.. anyways, ahhh. i was the only one who couldn't ice skate properly! excluding toi.. cos at least she knows how to balance herself without holding onto anything much longer than i can! hmmm. tried to learn to iceskate la. with the help of the rest. and much laughter cos of how silly i look! fell once. lmao. I FELT LIKE BAMBI (that deer in disney channel who couldn't stand up properly with its legs without ending up slipping). nic said i looked like i was having fits when i was trying to balance myself and save myself from falling. boooohooooo. anyway it was real fun despite the fall and the scary slips. the ice was really slippery. at the end of the 2 hours, i managed to skate on my own for the maximum of maybe 10 seconds before almost falling. :( ahah. thanks to all for being so patient and encouraging. hur!

saw someone yesterday. i can't believe this is happening to me again. sigh. why! grrahhh. i almost wanted to blog an entry saying how much love isn't affecting me during this period, but i guess i'm wrong again.
reflection on the bus home. life always forces you to make sacrifices. you can't possibly have everything you wish for.

Ohh I wanna let you know
That I'll always love you baby

Sometimes I think about
Everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would jus open your eyes
I love you I need you
So please don't throw our love away

Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must have been the first kiss
You told me that no one else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets jus kiss and say goodbye
Cuz I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry

I've given everything, I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me, you don't even notice me
I've given everything, I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me, you don't even notice me

All that's mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel in dying inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not prefect but I truly cared
So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Jus remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away

I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul,
My trust my money my time,
What more can you ask from a man
Even when times are hard
I held out my arms and held you
Even excepted you though whatever weather
But now I feel it we're at the end of the rope
Whatever we had now I gotta let go
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall to cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone who couldn't love me back
And now again I gotta start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything

replies.
kenny: no la the topic i talked about in the previous entry was applying to everyone generally.. yup.. :]
toi: mao mao i'll always love youu! i don't wanna be your prune! hmph.
sham: :)))) see i'm smilin! yeah. go out, to study! heh.
ninny: yo neenyehh. i'd also love to see your little perky cheeks and we'll compare who's has grown much bigger in the years.

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