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Friday, May 27, 2005 ; 6:49 PM
Here I go again I promised myself ;
I wouldn't think of you today ;
It's been seven months and counting ;
You've moved on, I still feel exactly the same ;
It's just that everywhere I go ;
All the buildings know your name ;
Like photographs and memories of love ;
Steel and granite reminders ;
The city calls your name and I can't move on ;
Ever since you've been gone ;
The lights go out the same ;
The only difference is you call another name ;
To your love, to your lover now ;
To your love, the lover after me ;
Am I all alone in the universe? ;
There's no love on these streets ;
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway ;
So this is my new freedom ;
It's funny I don't remember being chained ;
But nothing seems to make sense anymore ;
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late ;
And as time goes by so slowly ;
The nights are cold and lonely ;
I shouldn't be holding on ;
But I'm still holding on for you ;
xoxo -
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